Darkside_ A Novel - Belinda Bauer [103]
Marvel's entire future flashed before him: the ghastly bump of the car going over the woman, the horror of the eviscerated corpse, the flashing blue lights - and the red one on the breathalyser, the humiliation of the cell in his own nick, the smug look on Reynolds's forever unpunched face, the collar of his good shirt tight around his neck as the jury foreman stood to condemn him, the slow-drip terror of a cop in prison, the halfway house, the bedsit, the menial office job he'd be lucky to get, the gel-haired teenaged boss who said things like 'Whatever' and 'Facebook' ...
The nightmare that his life would become in a single split second.
Then the rear end hit the opposite bank, the Honda bounced off at a new angle, and - miraculously - slid past the woman in the narrowest of gaps between her and the hedge. The wing mirror actually clipped one of her sticks, and he had time to see her lurch, but not fall, as he passed her.
Another teeth-jarring bump sent the car into a shallow ditch, where it came to a halt sudden enough to throw his forehead against the steering wheel.
Marvel was dazed for a moment and stared stupidly at the unexpected close-up of the slightly retro Honda logo in the centre of the wheel. He thought of Debbie and her lava lamps and that fucking couch. Of putting his shoes on it even though it drove her nuts. Sometimes because it drove her nuts. What kind of prick was he?
Seriously.
What kind of prick?
He jerked in shock at a loud bang on the window beside his right ear, and squinted up at the woman he'd just narrowly avoided squashing to a pulp. He wanted to throw his arms around her and kiss her for not being dead; to cry with gratitude and become a monk and dedicate his life to others as penance for every wrong he'd ever done to anyone.
But she didn't look grateful. She looked so angry that he was almost afraid to roll down the window, which was plainly stupid, so he did.
'Are you Marvel?' she said grittily. And when he nodded she said, 'I want to talk to you.'
'Why are you picking on Jonas?'
What a silly thing to say to a grown-up! Marvel would have laughed, except for the fact that the woman he realized must be Jonas Holly's wife had lost none of her anger between the lane and the cosy little room where they stood now.
He had followed her in, impressed by her dexterity and strength despite the crutches. Up the three stone steps, through the wooden gate, across the uneven slate path and through the front door. She did it all with such determined energy that he dared not even offer his assistance.
She leaned her sticks against the fireplace, where a new fire was made but not lit, and lowered herself on to the couch, from where she eyed him coldly, still apparently expecting an answer.
'I'm not,' he said, trying - but failing - not to feel like a naughty schoolboy.
She said nothing, just sat there and looked up at him. Somehow the fact that she was sitting now, while he was still standing, put him at a disadvantage. His feeling of bonhomie at not having flattened her while in the throes of a morning-after hangover had dissipated surprisingly fast, and wanting to be a better person seemed as silly now as a childhood dream to ride dolphins for a living.
He had options now.
He could walk out. He could just turn around and walk away. He used to walk out on Debbie all the time. Whenever she wanted to talk or fight he would leave the room. Sometimes she would come after him, whining or yelling. Once she had thrown a cushion at him. A retro cushion. But what could Jonas Holly's much prettier wife do? Down him with a crutch?
But he didn't walk out. 'I'm trying to catch a killer. That's my priority. Not keeping the locals happy.'
'I think there's a difference between keeping somebody happy and implying that they are complicit in murder, don't you?'
So Jonas had told her everything. Complained to her, more like.
Well, fuck them both.
He almost said that to her - Fuck you both! - then he remembered the crutches. And the