Days of Blood and Fire - Katharine Kerr [185]
“You,” he snarled at last.
“Good. Remember that from now on. Without me, little brother, you’d cease to exist. Defy me again, and I’ll ensure that you cease to exist. Now go! I have your name. You’ll have to come when I call you now, just as I had to come when you called me, and we shall see, my fine Shaetano, how you like of the feel of it.”
He snarled, rose to his feet, the red roach of hair bristling, his clawed russet paws swiping out in a futile gesture. For a moment he tensed on the edge of a spring, then turned and strode off, walking fast, head held high, after his routed court.
“Shaetano?” Dallandra said. “What sort of name is that?”
“I’ve no idea. A thing he picked up during his wanderings in some other world, I suppose, like the rags and tatters creature he is, rooting through some other world’s dung heap for a scrap to eat. What matters is that I know it, you know it, we all know it now.” Evandar paused for a laugh. “And we shall continue our hunt beyond his power to stop us.”
The Bright Court cheered, but Dallandra caught his shoulder.
“My love, wait! I’ve got to get to Jill.”
He twisted round in the saddle and scowled at her.
“I can’t stay,” Dallandra snapped. “I absolutely must go to Jill’s country. How much time has passed for her?”
“How would I know?”
“Then I’d best find out, hadn’t I?”
“I suppose so.”
“You suppose so? You do know, don’t you, that Alshandra’s led an army down the mother of all roads?”
“I do. That’s why I summoned the court and rode to the border, to look for her, and there I found my wretched brother instead, all puffed up and gloating.”
“Well, then! Alshandra must be trying to harm Elessario’s mother, back in Cengarn.”
“Oh, I’d never argue with you. Why do you think I want to go a-hunting, to flush Alshandra out of my brother’s lands? Think about this, my love. She’s led one stinking pack through my country to work harm elsewhere, but no one’s seen her since. What if she’s gone off to gather another?”
“Oh, ye gods! I never thought of that.”
“I did,” he said with a smug little smile. “I want to keep you with me and safe while I hunt for her.”
“Danger or no, I’ve got to reach Jill. She can’t keep a city safe all on her own. She has to sleep, sometime or other, if naught else.”
“Well, true, but—”
“Evandar, she needs me.”
“Indeed? So do I.”
“What is wrong with you? Elessario’s in danger. Your daughter! You do remember her, don’t you?”
“Indeed I do, and my heart aches from the missing of her, but she’s gone from me. No matter whether she lives this life long or dies soon to be reborn again, she rides the wheel now.”
“True, but—”
“Hush. Of course I still love her and fear for her, and I’ll do all I can for her, too, but I don’t want you gone!”
“And I don’t want to leave you, but I must.”
She twisted round, swung a leg free, and slid inelegantly down over the rump of the horse, which stamped and shied. She nearly fell headlong, in fact, but she caught a stirrup just in time and steadied herself. He leaned over to stare, utterly bewildered. The stallion tossed his head and snorted in a scatter of foam.
“Evandar, please, try to understand. I can’t simply do what I’d rather do. If I could, I’d stay with you. I love you.”
“If I were in danger, would you put your joy aside and come after me?”
For a moment she thought him jealous; then she realized that he was, indeed, honestly trying to understand.
“I would,” she said. “I’d leave the best feast in the world, the happiest day, to come after you.”
“Because you love me?”
“Because I love you.”
Evandar considered for a long moment. Finally he dismounted, calling to one of his warriors to come tend his horse. A blue-eyed fellow, more human than otherwise, took the reins and led the stallion some paces away. Evandar watched them go, and he seemed to be studying his court, too, as they sat slouched and waiting on their own mounts.
“Answer me one thing,” he said without turning round. “When I gave my brother the whistle, he used