Death of a Salesman_ Certain Private Conversations in Two Acts and a Requiem - Miller, Arthur [34]
HOWARD [moving away, to the right]: That’s just the thing, Willy.
WILLY: If I had forty dollars a week—that’s all I’d need. Forty dollars, Howard.
HOWARD: Kid, I can’t take blood from a stone, I—
WILLY [desperation is on him now]: Howard, the year Al Smith was nominated, your father came to me and—
HOWARD [starting to go off ]: I’ve got to see some people, kid.
WILLY [stopping him]: I’m talking about your father! There were promises made across this desk! You mustn’t tell me you’ve got people to see—I put thirty-four years into this firm, Howard, and now I can’t pay my insurance! You can’t eat the orange and throw the peel away—a man is not a piece of fruit! [After a pause] Now pay attention. Your father—in 1928 I had a big year. I averaged a hundred and seventy dollars a week in commissions.
HOWARD [impatiently]: Now, Willy, you never averaged—
WILLY [banging his hand on the desk]: I averaged a hundred and seventy dollars a week in the year of 1928! And your father came to me—or rather, I was in the office here—it was right over this desk—and he put his hand on my shoulder—
HOWARD [ getting up]: You’ll have to excuse me, Willy, I gotta see some people. Pull yourself together. [Going out] I’ll be back in a little while.
[On HOWARD’S exit, the light on his chair grows very bright and strange.]
WILLY: Pull myself together! What the hell did I say to him? My God, I was yelling at him! How could I! [WILLY breaks off, staring at the light, which occupies the chair, animating it. He approaches this chair, standing across the desk from it.] Frank, Frank, don’t you remember what you told me that time? How you put your hand on my shoulder, and Frank . . . [He leans on the desk and as he speaks the dead man’s name he accidentally switches on the recorder, and instantly—]
HOWARD’S SON: “. . . of New York is Albany. The capital of Ohio is Cincinnati, the capital of Rhode Island is . . .” [The recitation continues.]
WILLY [leaping away with fright, shouting]: Ha! Howard! Howard! Howard!
HOWARD [rushing in]: What happened?
WILLY [pointing at the machine, which continues nasally, childishly, with the capital cities]: Shut it off! Shut it off!
HOWARD [pulling the plug out]: Look, Willy . . .
WILLY [pressing his hands to his eyes]: I gotta get myself some coffee. I’ll get some coffee . . .
[WILLY starts to walk out. HOWARD stops him.]
HOWARD [rolling up the cord]: Willy, look . . .
WILLY: I’ll go to Boston.
HOWARD: Willy, you can’t go to Boston for us.
WILLY: Why can’t I go?
HOWARD: I don’t want you to represent us. I’ve been meaning to tell you for a long time now.
WILLY: Howard, are you firing me?
HOWARD: I think you need a good long rest, Willy.
WILLY: Howard—
HOWARD: And when you feel better, come back, and we’ll see if we can work something out.
WILLY: But I gotta earn money, Howard. I’m in no position to—
HOWARD: Where are your sons? Why don’t your sons give you a hand?
WILLY: They’re working on a very big deal.
HOWARD: This is no time for false pride, Willy. You go to your sons and you tell them that you’re tired. You’ve got two great boys, haven’t you?
WILLY: Oh, no question, no question, but in the meantime . . .
HOWARD: Then that’s that, heh?
WILLY: All right, I’ll go to Boston tomorrow.
HOWARD: No, no.
WILLY: I can’t throw myself