Death of American Virtue - Ken Gormley [339]
Ginsburg’s standard line, in warning Monica not to buckle under to OIC’s threats, was, “What do Jim McDougal, Webb Hubbell, and David Hale have in common? They all had been granted immunity by Starr and they all went to jail!”
Yet Monica was not feeling in the mood to roll the dice, wagering her whole life on the outcome. The same week as the disastrous photo shoot for Vanity Fair, Judge Norma Holloway Johnson had allowed Ken Starr’s office to nullify the immunity deal that Emmick and Udolf had promised her. Letting Starr take her to trial, Lewinsky felt, was a “last choice option”: “I did not want to go to trial, for a million reasons—for emotional reasons, for the risk of [going to jail], for the cost of it.” Already, her father was paying astronomical legal bills. She feared there would come a day when Ginsburg geared up for trial and mailed her family “a bill for a million dollars.” Although she was admittedly unstable at this moment, what Monica had decided in her own mind was, “I wanted immunity if they were going to accept the truth from me.” She desperately needed a lawyer who would work out that deal with Starr.
Monica’s mother still gave Ginsburg credit for the work he did. Marcia Lewis had never seen eye-to-eye with Bernie’s bearded friend, a man who still viewed her as the enemy. Yet, she said firmly, “I think he had [Monica’s] best interest at heart, and while he exercised poor judgment, I don’t think he ever meant her any harm, and my God, compared to what other people had done to her, you know [it was minor].” It had become painfully clear to all concerned that Monica needed to have “different representation.” Yet Marcia Lewis preferred to go easy on Bill Ginsburg: “I just saw this as her mother. She needed an attorney. And then it became clear she needed a different attorney.”
Monica had flown back to Washington disguised in a blond wig. She and her mother were trying to remain hidden from view, staying under assumed names in the Washington Court Hotel near Capitol Hill. In a letter faxed to Bill Ginsburg’s Los Angeles law office, Monica wrote that she “hereby rescind[ed] and terminat[ed]” his services.
Ginsburg later scratched his beard, and his eyes grew sad as he explained the pain he suffered from his break with the Lewinsky family: “Bernie is one of the sweetest men I have ever met in my entire life,” he said. “He doesn’t have a hostile bone in his body. It is so easy to take advantage of Bernie, and he is so big hearted, loving, and good, that the thought of anybody hurting Bernie