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steadily growing, Cleo decided it was time to strike out on her own—she wanted to go to boarding school. It’s possible that she was too embarrassed by the repetitive proof of her parents having sex, and needed to get out of town, but I think the reason was more likely her insane love of horses. What horses do for girls is buy time, giving them a few extra years before they must discover boys. I do mean the “buying time” part literally, because those years don’t come cheap. Ever industrious, Cleo helped by mucking out the neighbor’s barn upstate in exchange for riding lessons. I was not at all surprised when she started on her own to research boarding schools that offered riding as a centerpiece of the curriculum, and more than a little relieved that we wouldn’t have to go through the grueling school application process in Manhattan. Being her usual assertive self, she compiled a list of options and set up appointments for the three of us to visit. She also filled out all the applications and wrote the necessary essays completely on her own. Talk about low maintenance. In the end she chose Foxcroft, a beautiful all-girl high school in Virginia, and achieved her double goal of riding every day and wearing pajamas to class.

Many friends and family attended Cleo’s graduation, but I couldn’t be there, sequestered as I was for Project Runway. She wore a long white gown that I sewed for her. As I toiled in the workroom at Parsons, a captive of reality programming, I occasionally had enough mental acuity to think about Cleo. I realized that sending her off to boarding school was the greatest sacrifice I had ever made in my life. The moments I missed with her—watching her dress for a date or celebrate after a victory on the hockey field—are lost to me. She thrived, grew, cultivated friendships, and gained worldviews that have formed her life, and I was not a part of the process. It would have been selfish to keep her from leaving when she was clearly so ready, but it was nearly unbearable to let her go.

PEIK

“You should get a job at Hooters,” Peik once told his big sister.

“You should get a job as Dad,” she shot back.

I hope I made the right choice to marry Peter and bear his spawn, because when I gave birth to Peik I suddenly had two of him. This would be the natural place to make a Pete and rePete joke, but I will spare you. Apart from his hair color, Peik is in every way—physical, emotional, habitual—a clone of his father. I know what you’re thinking: what kind of name is Peik? My husband once had a girlfriend whose brother was named Peik, and Peter loved the name more than the girlfriend, apparently. Some women would be offended by this connection to a husband’s past love life, but not me. I have no problem with the source of the name; what I do have a problem with is the name itself. Is it for a boy or a girl? How do I pronounce it? Does it involve that obnoxious “i before e” rule? I fear I have given my son a long and frustrating way of introducing himself to strangers.

“Hi, I’m Peik.”

“Come again?”

“Peik. As in ‘bake,’ or ‘shake.’”

“Pike?”

“No, PAKE, rhymes with RAKE.”

“What kind of name is Pack?”

“It’s either high Scandinavian or low German, depending on the Google search return. Though my dad contends it’s Dutch for Peter. And it’s PAKE, not Pack.”

“Nice to meet you, Peck.”

Luckily, Peik’s sense of humor is very dry and advanced beyond his years, no doubt because he was weaned on Monty Python. As a very small child, he would push a toy grocery cart around the apartment, calling “Bring out your dead!” in a lame British accent. Since his sister is seven years older than he, his early exposure to The Simpsons and then Family Guy might only have increased his odds of getting thrown into pre-k detention for trying to be the funny kid. I know it’s in vogue to obsess over a child’s “screen time,” but movies and television have helped develop and shape his sense of humor, and I personally find him very entertaining. And honestly, isn’t that ultimately what children are for? To entertain their parents? Not in an