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Man. We knew there was something bright in there, it just had some trouble getting out, and his more unusual quirks, such as insisting he wear his pants backward, every single day, or the fact that a tiny loose thread would drive him so nuts he would eventually cut up the entire garment, gave us pause. Larson was always very talkative, but his baby babble developed into a language of his own. Now that he’s had a year of intensive speech therapy, we know what he was trying to say, and it goes something like this:

“Lawa, Twuman isn’t pwaying by da ruwes, and Piewson hit da baby, and in da udder woom Peik is pwaying wid da mouse agin and you debinetly tole him not to. Oh, and Petew cawed to say he’d be wate fow dinnew.”

In other words, he’s a tattletale. He’s constantly commenting on the injustices and broken rules around him, not because he expects us to do anything about it, but just to let us know he’s watching every last one of us.

FINN

And finally, there is Finn, which stands for Finis, Finito, Finished. We got Pierson and Larson’s names wrong; I really really hope we got this one right. As he is still so young, I haven’t been able to peg his personality, but he seems to be a happy boy—very rough-and-tumble—and he never shies from the action. If his brothers are wrestling, he will climb right to the top of the pile. If they are on our homemade stage, rocking out, Finn will grab the closest thing to a guitar he can find—a piece of pizza, for instance—and join in the jam. Finn will find his way to the middle of everything, from a dance contest to a fencing bout.

Although he is beloved by his brothers, this boy is no angel, which is probably why he fits in so well. I was sitting at my desk working on an article when I heard a series of dull thuds coming from the kitchen. I decided I had better go investigate, and sure enough I found Finn up to his usual trouble. He was standing in front of the fridge in his diaper with a dozen eggs, dropping them to the floor one by one like a B-52 bomber.

“Why eggs?” I asked as he got ready to lob another. The look on his face was pure satisfaction.

“Look at this mess, Mom!” Pierson scolded when he entered the kitchen to check out why I was going postal. “You just had to buy a new baby, didn’t you? Now he’s bad and we are all stuck with him.”

We still call Finn the baby, and probably always will, though at almost two years old, he is starting to talk. He’s also my only blondie, with a tuft of curly hair that makes me want to card it and knit a tiny sweater. Finn is my celebrity baby. As my pregnancy became increasingly obvious during Project Runway, much of the chatter surrounding the show focused squarely on my giant belly, and viewers got a kick out of watching me sew myself into larger and larger glam wear. When he was born, People magazine did a two-page spread on him. In fact, when we were still in the hospital watching CNN, his little name ran across the ticker! Even Peter, notoriously hard to impress, was thrilled. Apparently, by nerd standards the crawl is the ultimate sign that you have arrived. Now that I think of it, my contestant agreement for Project Runway was so intrusive, the network may actually own him. I should probably be receiving child support from the producers.

I HAVE A FAVORITE CHILD. I HEAR YOU GASPING IN HORROR. I ACTUALLY believe every mother does, but won’t admit it. It’s the dirty little secret of motherhood. Why is it so horrible? It’s not Sophie’s Choice or anything. I’m not saying I don’t love all of my children equally, just that I don’t always like all of them, at least not every day (or week, or month, or year).

I have favorite shoes, movies, and foods; why not a favorite child? It’s not as though I won’t help you with your homework if you’re not my favorite. The task is just less insufferable for me with some of my children than with others. My children know I play favorites; they actually compete to be held in my highest esteem. We call their rank order the List.

“Don’t do that,” I say, “you’ll go to the bottom of the List.”

“If I rub