Eight Ball Boogie - Declan Burke [91]
I needed a shower, sleep and a smoke, maybe a coffee.
“It’s done, Brady. I did it. End of story. I’ll take my chances with the way it happened.”
“Big-balls Rigby.”
“Someone had to, Brady. I didn’t see you in the queue.”
“You were looking in the wrong queue.” He came to a decision. “Alright. Forensics will be in so don’t touch anything. And I’d get out of here before the press Johnnies get here. For her sake, and the kid.”
“Jesus, Brady. It’s Christmas day.”
“Parasites don’t take holidays. Which reminds me. Take a holiday yourself.”
“Can’t afford it. Conway’s a bust, and I haven’t had a gig in two months.”
“I’m not talking about the sun. I’m talking about the job. I’d pack it in for a while. There’s going to be a lot of pissed-off suits up at the station tomorrow morning.”
“Any ideas what I should do for money?”
“Try politics. You’ve the smart mouth for it and there’s a by-election due.”
He left. I rolled a smoke, hands shaking, watching the medics working on Gonzo until they finally gave up, recorded a time of death. When I was sure he was dead I left.
26
I found Denise on her parents’ bed, lights off, crying, cuddling Ben, who was still snuffling. I sat on the edge of the bed, not knowing what to say, smoothing the wrinkled duvet with the palm of my hand.
“You okay?”
She didn’t speak.
“Is Ben okay?”
“He’s okay.” Her nose sounded blocked. “I told him you were playing cops and robbers with the big boys. The noise gave him a fright.”
“Me and him both. C’mon, we have to get out of here.”
“What am I going to tell Mam and Dad?”
“That you heard about it on the news, same way as everyone else. That some mad bastards broke in on Christmas Eve, started shooting one another. I don’t know, we’ll have to make it up as we go along. Worst case scenario, I’m guessing Brendan’ll pay for your ticket to Dallas next time.”
She giggled through the tears, took a deep breath, wiping her cheeks with the back of her hand.
“And… Gonz?”
I nodded.
“This time for good.”
“He was doing everything you said?”
“That’s as far as I know. That’s the last couple of days. Fuck knows what he was at for the last four years.”
“When I saw him… earlier, when they arrived. Harry, I nearly died.”
“I know the feeling.” I stood up. “Come on. Get your stuff packed. And for Christ’s sake leave those pyjamas behind.”
“Harry?”
“What?”
“I’m sorry, Harry…”
“Don’t be. If you apologise you’ll want to explain and I don’t need the gory details. Get packed.”
I sat in the living room until they were ready to go, smoking, looking at Gonzo. The medics were gone, leaving the corpse behind, that and a thick wad of padded cotton wool they’d been using to staunch the flow of blood. The bleeding had stopped by then, and he sat in a black pool that was maybe a couple of inches deep. I felt no remorse for killing him, no regret that he was dead. I felt nothing, numb. All I knew was that the world was one sociopath fewer. He had been my brother but from where I was sitting that wasn’t a hanging offence.
The only thing that bothered me was, his screwing Denise was now out in the open, which meant that Ben would probably find out when he was old enough to understand. When that might be I didn’t know. I had thirty years on Ben and I still didn’t get it.
And then I remembered something. I stubbed the smoke, got up and walked across to Gonzo. Ruffled his hair, bent down, kissed his forehead.
“You play the player, Gonz,” I whispered. “Not the cards.”
Brady stopped me as we left.
“You’ll be around? I don’t have to take you in?”
“I’ll be asleep, Brady. Just don’t wake me when you throw me in the wagon.”
“Alright. I’ll ring those people.”
“Cheers.”
Dawn was breaking dull beyond the mountains by the time we got away. We drove for home, Ben strapped into the back seat, asleep before we even hit the main road, Denise driving. I rolled a smoke, told her what Brady had said about packing in the job, on the off chance that