England's Mistress_ The Infamous Life of Emma Hamilton - Kate Williams [98]
The English gossip columnists used Emma to sell papers, snickering about her friendship with Maria Carolina and her influence over her husband. Only one aspect of Emma's life remained a secret. Little Emma, known as Miss Carew, now a young lady of twelve, was still living in Manchester. Greville transferred the cost of her upkeep for six months, just over £32, to his uncle. The money was a trifle to a man of Sir William's expenditures, and Greville gently suggested he might move the girl to an establishment befitting the stepdaughter of an envoy. She was already learning French, music, and dancing and had a maid, and he knew that the more education she received, the more likely William would be to bring her to Naples and the better were her chances of a good marriage. But Sir William preferred to forget about her, and she remained at the Blackburns'.
Visitors flocked to see the new ambassadress. As Emma sighed, "Our house at Caserta as been like an inn this winter, as we have partys, that have come either to see the environs, or have been invited to court." In the winter of 1792, Sir William collapsed with exhaustion and stomach fever, the first of his severe bouts of dysentery, although he did not know the cause of his illness. As one traveler reported, he had "been in some danger." Emma nursed him with the help of her mother. She declared, "I have been almost as ill as him with anxiety, apprehension, & fatigue," and was "eight days without undressing, eating or sleeping." She was "in hopes he will be better than ever he was in his life, for his disorder has been long gathering."
In the hours of sitting by his bedside, Emma had dwelt on her good fortune. "What cou'd console me for the loss of such a husband, friend, & protecter," she wrote to Greville. "We live but for one another, but I was to happy, I had imagined I was never more to be unhappy, all is right, I now know myself again & I shall not easily fall in to the same error again, for every moment I feel what I felt when I thought I was losing him for ever." She gloated that Lady Plymouth, Lady Dunmore, Lady Webster, and others had offered to assist her, and even the "King & Queen sent constantly, morning and evening, the most flattering messages."4 The Hamiltons ended their first year of marriage with their bond sealed by a shared aim to gain influence at the Neapolitan court. Anxious to claim that Emma was worthy of her position and to ensure his friends knew she was