Evermore - Alyson Noel [28]
I hover close by, wondering if Ava the Psychic will try to mention my dead little sister. But then Sabine asks me to fetch Ava a drink, and by the time I return she’s giving a reading.
“You should get in line before it gets any longer,” Sabine says, her shoulder pressed against Frankenstein, who, with or without the creepy mask, is not the cute guy who works in her building. He’s also not the big, successful investment banker he pretends to be. In fact, he still lives with his mother.
But I don’t want to tell her any of that and destroy her good mood, so I just shake my head and say, “Maybe later.”
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It’s nice to see Sabine enjoying herself for a change, good to know she has a whole network of friends, and from what I can see, a renewed interest in dating. And even though it’s fun watching Riley dance with unsuspecting people and eavesdrop on conversations she probably shouldn’t hear, I need a break from all of the random thoughts, vibrating auras, swirling energy, but most of all—Damen.
So far I’ve done my best to keep my distance, to act cool and ignore him when I see him at school, but seeing him tonight, dressed in what is clearly the other half of a couple’s costume—well, I’m not sure what to think. I mean, last I saw, he was into the redhead, Stacia, anyone but me. Enchanting them with his charm, good looks, charisma, and inexplicable magic tricks.
I bury my nose in the flowers he brought me, twenty-four tulips, all of them red. And even though tulips aren’t exactly known for their scent, somehow these are heady, intoxicating, and sweet. I inhale deeply, losing myself in their fragrant bouquet and secretly admitting I like him. I mean, I really like him. I can’t help it. I just do. And no matter how hard I try to pretend otherwise, it doesn’t make it any less true.
Before Damen came along, I’d resigned myself to a solitary fate. Not that I was thrilled with the idea of never having another boyfriend, of never getting close to another person again. But how can I date when touch feels so overbearing? How can I be in a relationship when I’ll always know what my partner is thinking? Never getting the chance to obsess, dissect, and guess at the secret meaning of everything he says and does?
And even though it probably seems cool to read minds and energy and auras, trust me, it so isn’t. I would give anything to get my old life back, to be as normal and clueless as every other girl. Because sometimes even your best friends can think some pretty unflattering things, and not having an off switch requires a heck of a lot of forgiveness.
But that’s what’s so great about Damen. He’s like an off switch. He’s the only one I can’t read, the only one who can silence the sound of everyone else. And even though he makes me feel wonderful and warm and as close to normal as I’ll ever get to be, I can’t help but think that there’s nothing normal about it.
I sit on one of the lounge chairs and arrange my full skirt all around, watching the water globes bob and change color as they glide across the pool’s shiny surface. And I’m so lost in my thoughts and the amazing view before me, that at first I don’t notice when Damen appears.
“Hey.” He smiles.
And when I glance at him, my whole body heats.
“It’s a good party. I’m glad I crashed.” He sits down beside me, as I stare straight ahead, aware that he’s teasing but too nervous to respond. “You make a good Marie,” he says, his finger tapping the long black feather I stuck in my wig at the very last moment.
I press my lips together, feeling anxious, nervous, tempted to flee. Then I take a deep breath and relax and go with it. Allow myself to live a little—if just for one night. “And you make a good Count Fersen,” I finally say.
“Please, call me Axel.” He laughs.
“Did they charge extra for the moth hole?” I ask, nodding at the frayed spot near his shoulder, though choosing not to mention its musty scent.
He looks at me, his eyes right on mine when he says, “That’s no moth hole.