Eye of the Needle - Ken Follett [135]
She was finished. They would have to take over—the outside world, the policemen and soldiers, whoever was at the other end of that radio link. She could do no more….
She tore her eyes away from the grotesque objects on the windowsill and went wearily up the stairs. She picked up the second gun and took both weapons into the bedroom with her.
Jo was still asleep, thank God. He had hardly moved all night, blessedly unaware of the apocalypse going on around him. She could tell, somehow, that he was not sleeping so deeply now, something about the look on his face and the way he breathed let her know that he would wake soon and want his breakfast.
She longed for that old routine now: getting up in the morning, making breakfast, dressing Jo, doing simple, tedious, safe household chores like washing and cleaning and cutting herbs from the garden and making pots of tea…. It seemed incredible that she had been so dissatisfied with David’s lovelessness, the long boring evenings, the endless bleak landscape of turf and heather and rain….
It would never come back, that life.
She had wanted cities, music, people, ideas. Now the desire for those things had left her, and she could not understand how she had ever wanted them. Peace was all a human being ought to ask for, it seemed to her.
She sat in front of the radio and studied its switches and dials. She would do this one thing, then she would rest. She made a tremendous effort and forced herself to think analytically for a little longer. There were not so many possible combinations of switch and dial. She found a knob with two settings, turned it, and tapped the Morse key. There was no sound. Perhaps that meant the microphone was now in circuit.
She pulled it to her and spoke into it. “Hello, hello, is there anybody there? Hello?”
There was a switch that had “Transmit” above it and “Receive” below. It was turned to “Transmit.” If the world was to talk back to her, obviously she had to throw the switch to “Receive.”
She said: “Hello, is anybody listening?” and threw the switch to “Receive.”
Nothing.
Then: “Come in, Storm Island, receiving you loud and clear.”
It was a man’s voice. He sounded young and strong, capable and reassuring, and alive and normal.
“Come in, Storm Island, we’ve been trying to raise you all night…where the devil have you been?”
Lucy switched to “Transmit,” tried to speak, and burst into tears.
36
PERCIVAL GODLIMAN HAD A HEADACHE FROM TOO many cigarettes and too little sleep. He had taken a little whisky to help him through the long, worried night in his office, and that had been a mistake. Everything oppressed him: the weather, his office, his job, the war. For the first time since he had gotten into this business he found himself longing for dusty libraries, illegible manuscripts and medieval Latin.
Colonel Terry walked in with two cups of tea on a tray. “Nobody around here sleeps,” he said cheerfully. He sat down. “Ship’s biscuit?” He offered Godliman a plate.
Godliman refused the biscuit and drank the tea. It gave him a temporary lift.
“I just had a call from the great man,” Terry said. “He’s keeping the night vigil with us.”
“I can’t imagine why,” Godliman said sourly.
“He’s worried.”
The phone rang.
“Godliman.”
“I have the Royal Observer Corps in Aberdeen for you, sir.”
“Yes.”
A new voice came on, the voice of a young man. “Royal Observer Corps, Aberdeen, here, sir.”
“Yes.”
“Is that Mr. Godliman?”
“Yes.” Dear God, these military types took their time.
“We’ve raised Storm Island at last, sir…it’s not our regular observer. In fact it’s a woman—”
“What did she say?”
“Nothing, yet, sir.”
“What do you mean?” Godliman fought down the angry impatience.
“She’s just…well, crying, sir.”
Godliman hesitated. “Can you