Falling Man_ A Novel - Don Delillo [72]
“You’re staying here.”
“When I’m in town. Rooms are high and wide,” Terry said. “One wall is all window.”
“Costs you nothing.”
“Incidentals.”
“A serious player.”
“I’m in their computer. Everything’s in their computer. Everything’s entered. If you lift an item from the minibar and don’t return it inside sixty seconds it’s charged directly and instantaneously to your account.”
He liked this, Terry did. Keith was undecided.
“When you check in, they give you a map. I still need it, after all this time. I never know where I am. Room service brings tea bags in the shape of pyramids. Everything’s very dimensional. I tell them not to bring me a newspaper. If you don’t read a newspaper, you’re never a day behind.”
They talked a minute longer, then went to their designated tables without making plans to meet later. The idea of later was elusive.
The kid stood at the far end of the table, spreading mustard on bread. She saw no trace of other forms of food.
She said, “I used to have a decent pen. Sort of silverish. Maybe you’ve seen it.”
He stopped and thought, eyes narrow, face going glassy. This meant he’d seen the pen, used it, lost it, given it away or traded it for something stupid.
“We have no serious writing instruments in this house.”
She knew what this sounded like.
“You have a hundred pencils and we have a dozen bad ballpoint pens.”
It sounded like the decline and fall of literate exchange on a surface such as paper. She watched him dip the knife back in the jar and spread the mustard carefully along the borders of the slice of bread.
“What’s wrong with ballpoints?” he said.
“They’re bad.”
“What’s bad about a pencil?”
“All right, pencils. Wood and lead. Pencils are serious. Wood and graphite. Materials from the earth. We respect this about a pencil.”
“Where’s he going this time?”
“Paris. Major competition. I may join him for a few days.”
He stopped and thought again.
“What happens to me?”
“You live your life. Just be sure to lock the door behind you when you get home after a night of drinking and carousing.”
“Yeah right.”
“Do you know what carousing is?”
“Sort of.”
“Me too. Sort of,” she said. “And I’m not going anywhere.”
“Don’t you think I know that?”
She stood at the window watching him fold the bread and take a bite. This was whole-grain bread, nine-grain, ten-grain, no trans fat, good source of fiber. She didn’t know what the mustard was.
“What did you do with the pen? Silver pen. You know what I’m talking about.”
“I think he took it.”
“You think what. No, he didn’t. He doesn’t need a pen.”
“He needs to write things. Just like anybody.”
“He didn’t take it.”
“I’m not blaming him. I’m just saying.”
“Not this pen. He didn’t take this pen. So where is it?”
He looked into the tabletop.
“I think he took it. He might not even know he took it. I’m not blaming him.”
He was still standing, bread in hand, and would not look at her.
He said, “I really, honestly think he took it.”
People everywhere, many with cameras.
“You’ve burnished your game,” Terry said.
“Something like that.”
“The situation is going to change. All the attention, the television coverage, the armies of recruits, all soon to fade.”
“That’s good.”
“That’s good,” Terry said.
“We’ll still be here.”
“We’re poker players,” he said.
They sat in the lounge near the waterfall with soft drinks and snacks. Terry Cheng wore the hotel slippers, no socks, and ignored the cigarette that burned in his ashtray.
“There’s an underground game, private game, high stakes, select cities. It’s like a forbidden religion springing up again. Five-card stud and draw.”
“Our old game.”
“There are two games. Phoenix and Dallas. What’s that part of Dallas? Well-to-do.”
“Highland Park.”
“Well-to-do people, older people, leaders of the community. Know the game, respect the game.”
“Five-card stud.”
“Stud and draw.”
“You do well. You win big,” Keith said.
“I own their souls,” Terry said.
Crowds moved around the open lounge, which vaguely resembled a carousel, hotel guests, gamblers, tourists, people headed to the