Finder's Bane - Kate Novak [77]
"But why didn't you tell me until now?" Joel asked, feeling cheated that he'd been left out of the secret. "Copperbloom knew, didn't she?"
"Copperbloom is a special case," Jedidiah explained. "I spent my first few years as a god roaming the planes, savoring my freedom and immortality. Copperbloom was one of my first worshipers. She called me to the Realms, pointed out that I had responsibilities to the few followers I did have. Without her encouragement and pestering, there would be no church of Finder. As for telling you, I just did."
"But you let me think you were someone else for a year," Joel complained, still feeling left out.
"Well, that's another one of those mortal things I still long for sometimes," Jedidiah said.
"What?" Joel asked, confused.
"Friendship," the god replied.
Joel lowered his eye, feeling ungracious.
"I genuinely enjoyed your company, our talks, our debates," Jedidiah explained. "I didn't want to spoil things by telling you my true identity right away. It would have changed our relationship. I should have told you as soon as I found out about the dark stalker sniffing out my power. Then you wouldn't have worried about me. But I was bitten by the adventuring bug, and I was happy traveling with a friend. So I came up with the half-cracked scheme of hiding most of my power in my half of the finder's stone, knowing full well how vulnerable it would make me."
"And the banelich discovered that vulnerability," Joel noted, "and intends to exploit it."
"Yes," Jedidiah replied with chagrin. "I should have teleported here to siphon off my power into the saurial's half of the finder's stone, then had Grypht teleport me back, but I got cocky. I sensed the banelich was approaching, but I thought I would be a match for it, even without most of my power. Unfortunately, the power I put in the stone included my godly ability to know everything that was going on around me. I could no longer sense the banelich's presence. I couldn't even sense Walinda when she picked my pockets. It never occurred to me that anyone could steal the stone so easily. I'm just too reckless sometimes." He looked down at his hands and sighed. Then he looked up with a foolish grin and asked, "How does it feel to discover that your god is a fool?"
Joel couldn't think of a fitting reply. Instead, he asked, "Isn't there some way to retrieve your half of the finder's stone from the banelich without handing over the Hand of Bane?" Jedidiah shook his head, but Joel argued on, irritated that the idea was being dismissed so quickly, "But you're a god. He's just the essence of a god."
"I'm still immortal and very strong. I can cast some simple spells. To a mortal, I may seem powerful, but to a banelich… we may just be evenly matched. And even if I could defeat the banelich in combat, I couldn't prevent it from breaking the stolen half of the finder's stone and destroying all the power within it."
"What about other gods?" Joel asked. "Wouldn't any of them help you?"
Jedidiah snorted derisively. "The other gods would be just as likely to take the power I stored in the finder's stone for themselves."
"Even Tymora? You said that she was Finder's-I mean your-ally."
Jedidiah said nothing for a moment, then muttered, "I really don't want to ask her. Not yet, at any rate."
Joel was about to ask, "Why not?" when it occurred to him that Jedidiah was embarrassed. He didn't want to lose face before the goddess by admitting how foolish he'd been.
"Besides, that still doesn't solve the problem that the banelich might break the stone if he's confronted," Jedidiah added.
Joel sighed. "Do you-" he began, then hesitated.
"Do I what?" Jedidiah asked. "Ask whatever you want. Please."
Nervously, for he was uncertain what the god's reaction might be, Joel asked, "Do you really need the power in the stone?"
"When I put my power into the other half of the finder's stone," Jedidiah explained, "I lost more of my godly abilities than I intended-my ability to sense what's