Forty Stories - Anton Chekhov [30]
When the long-stemmed glasses were set out, and the Princess could be seen looking at the clock, we knew that the great and solemn moment was about to arrive: in all probability Chaikhidzev would be permitted to embrace Olya at midnight. We had to act fast. At half past eleven I rubbed powder into my face to make myself look pale, pulled my tie to one side, mussed up my hair, assumed a troubled expression, and went up to Olya.
“Olya Andreyevna!” I said, taking her by the hand. “For God’s sake!…”
“What is it?”
“Oh, for God’s sake!… But you mustn’t be frightened, Olya Andreyevna!… It had to be! We should have known it would happen!”
“What happened?”
“Promise not to be frightened. For God’s sake, my dear.… Lieutenant Yegorov is …”
“Yes?…”
Olya turned pale and gazed at me with wide-open, trustful, and friendly eyes.
“Yegorov is dying.…”
Olya staggered and drew her fingers across her pale brows.
“The thing I dreaded has come to pass,” I went on. “He is dying! Save him, Olya Andreyevna!”
Olya took me by the hand.
“He is … Where is he?”
“He’s in the garden, in the summer house. It’s terrible, my dear.… But people are looking at us. Let’s go to the terrace. He doesn’t blame you. He knows that you have …”
“How is he?”
“Very poorly.”
“Let me go to him! I don’t want him to think that I’ve … that I’ve done anything …”
We went out on the terrace. Olya’s knees were shaking. I pretended to wipe away a tear. Members of our group kept running past us on the terrace, looking pale and alarmed, fear and anxiety written all over their faces.
“The bleeding has stopped,” the physics professor murmured, just loud enough for Olya to hear.
“Let’s hurry!” Olya whispered, taking my hand.
We hurried down the terrace steps. The night was silent, very bright. The music of the piano, the whispering of the dark trees, the rustling of cicadas, caressed our ears. From below came the gentle splashing of the sea.
Olya could scarcely walk. Her legs failed her, entangled in the heavy skirt. Trembling with fear, she leaned against my shoulder.
“It’s not really my fault,” she whispered. “I swear it’s not my fault! It’s what Papa wanted. He should understand that. Is something terrible going to happen?”
“I don’t know. Mikhail Pavlovich has done everything possible. He’s a good doctor, and loves Yegorov. We’re nearly there, Olya Andreyevna.…”
“I … I couldn’t face seeing it.… I’m frightened.… Really I couldn’t look.… Why did he have to do a thing like that?”
Olya burst into tears.
We had come to the summer house.
“Here it is!” I said.
Olya closed her eyes and threw both arms round me.
“I can’t …”
“Don’t be frightened. Yegorov, you’re not dead yet, are you?” I shouted in the direction of the summer house.
“Not yet?… Why?”