Free Fire - C. J. Box [92]
And he realized what the root of his dark meditation was— the reunion with his father. It had brought everything back, most of all feelings of inadequacy, of not being properly rooted. He had forgotten that those feelings dwelled within him.
That, and the inevitable replaying of what he’d seen that morning as Cutler’s flesh came off his body and floated away.
Oh, and Clay McCann. The lawyer who had upped his body count to six. The man who would very likely get away with his latest double homicide as easily as he had the first four.
What, was he losing it?
He needed Marybeth to tell him he wasn’t.
And another drink. That would be okay too.
He broached the subject of her not coming when he called home. “Marybeth, there’s so much going on that I can’t figure out,” he said. “The last thing I want to do is put you and the girls . . . into this mess.” He almost said, “in danger” but re-phrasedit clumsily.
She paused a long time before saying, “Joe, I’m a little disappointedin you.”
“Why?” He was puzzled.
“How much have we been through together?”
“A hell of a lot,” he said. “Too much. That’s why—”
“That’s right,” she said. “We’re good together. Maybe I can help you out. Besides, I’m just about done with that research you asked me to do. I’ll print everything out and bring it along.”
“Anything interesting?”
“Not that I can tell. I still have a couple of companies to go. I should have it all done by the time we get there.”
“I’m thinking of Sheridan and Lucy,” Joe said. “I still feel so damned guilty about what they went through last spring. I don’t want any more of that happening.”
“Joe, what happened happened. It’s not your fault.”
“If my job puts them into situations like that, it’s my fault,” he said.
She didn’t argue, although he wished she would.
“Sheridan can’t stop talking about going to Yellowstone,” Marybeth said. “Lucy has already packed so she’ll be the best dressed tourist in the park. You want me to tell them we’re not going?”
Joe thought about it. “No.”
“Good.”
“I miss you,” he said.
“It’s only been a few days,” she said. “But I miss you too.”
“Besides,” she said, laughing, “my mother is driving me insane.”
Idly, joe reread Hoening’s e-mails, hoping that something new would come to him now that he’d spent some time in the park. The exchange between Yellowdick and Samantha Ellerby drew him, and he studied the e-mails and tried to figure out why.
It was 8 P.M. in California, an hour behind mountain time. Joe used directory assistance to find her number. He caught Samantha in her apartment. She had a flat, bored tone to her voice he found slightly irritating.
“Who did you say you were?” she asked.
“My name is Joe Pickett. I’m investigating the murder of your friend Rick Hoening on behalf of the governor of Wyoming,” he said, hoping that would impress her enough to keep her on the line.
“He wasn’t really my friend, more like just a guy I knew back in Minnesota. I’m surprised Wyoming is big enough to have a governor.”
Joe thought, Airhead.
“Still, I’m sure you’d like to help us clear up a few questions.”
“I guess so. But I don’t have a lot of time to talk. I’m going out.”
“It won’t take long,” he said.
“Better not.”
“Okay, I’ll get to it. I take it you visited Yellowstone last summer.”
“Yeah.” Her voice was cold. “Geysers, like, big whoop.”
“Didn’t have a good time, then?”
“It was cold. There were bugs and way too many animals that can eat you. Not at all my idea of a good time. Plus, Rick’s idea of a great party is, you know, outside. I’m sorry he’s dead and all but, God, like, what a loser.”
“I wanted to ask you specifically about what you did with him.”
“I’m hanging up.”
“No, please,” he said, wanting to smack himself in the forehead.“Let me rephrase that. Sorry. I want to know what places he showed