Fun and Games - Duane Swierczynski [78]
“Wait, I get it now. Your girl took your pills and hid them under the pillow. Now, why would she do that? Maybe because she’d rather swallow a fistful of pills than spend another second with you?”
Lane’s legs twitched. Her stomach heaved, and her head started to move slightly, from the left to the right, from the left to the right, just a few millimeters. Hardie felt her hips jolt beneath him. She was trying, God, she was trying.
“But we can’t have that. No no no. We don’t want a suicidal actress. We want an actress who was cut down in her prime. Choked to death by a man who lusted after her. Murdered by you, Charlie.”
Hardie wanted to open his useless mouth and tell Lane he was trying, too, that everything was going to be okay, he wasn’t going to let them do this. But he was. Strangling her. Murdering her. And there was nothing he could do about it, because his body was no longer his own.
Percentage of murder victims killed by someone they know: fifty-eight.
Only now, in these desperate moments as the capillaries burst in her face and in her eyes, did Lane Madden realize that punishment had come for her after all. Over the past three years she’d ping-ponged between despair and hope, damnation and redemption, wondering where she’d land.
She wanted to tell Charlie: It’s not your fault. You couldn’t help this. This was my war. You just wandered into it. It’s not your fault.
She wanted to tell the Hunters: I’m sorry I didn’t tell the truth. I prolonged your suffering because of my own self-interest and greed and narcissism.
She wanted to tell the world: I’m not this person you thought I became. I’m really not, it’s not me, it’s not me…
And then, at the last possible moment, it came to her.
This wasn’t about her.
This was about the family at that address.
She had to let Charlie know, she had to tell him, because there was no one else who could do anything about it but Charlie…
Save them, she tried to will her mouth to say, struggling to make her jaw move and her lips form the words, one last line to run, her final performance, God, please let Charlie understand what I’m trying to tell him…
Save them.
They continued pressing down on his hands until her body was still. One of the gloved hands freed itself to feel her wrist for a pulse, then slid over her eyelids, forcing them shut. They guided Hardie back to a corner of the room, then eased him down into a sitting position. Something sharp poked at one of his ass cheeks, but he figured that was the least of his worries. The taller of the two men slid a syringe out of a zippered case. Hardie recognized him now. He was the second intruder, the one who had Tasered him, then crawled backward out of the Lowenbruck house. The tall, vicious one, he thought he’d sent flying off the top of a mountain. Now he caught Hardie eyeing the syringe.
“Oh, don’t worry, big guy. We’re not going to kill you.”
“Oh, no,” Topless said. “After all, you’re Unkillable Chuck. I guess we finally learned our lesson about you. No, we’ve got something else in mind.”
Hardie struggled to make his mouth work. He thought he managed to sputter out a couple of syllables—
“I… I’ll…”
—but he wasn’t sure until Topless responded.
“You’ll what? You’ll talk—is that it? About what? What proof do you have? You have nothing, Charlie. Absolutely nothing.”
She gave a curt nod. The tall one slid the needle into his arm, but Hardie didn’t feel it. He could hardly feel anything, except maybe the burning ingot of rage in his brain.
“This is just to keep you comfortable,” Tallboy said.
“And before you do open your mouth,” Topless continued, “I’d keep Kendra and Charlie Jr. in mind.”
As he passed into total paralysis, Hardie couldn’t stop staring at Lane’s lifeless body. Her eyes, still slightly open. One eye staring at him. The one he’d punched. Accusing him, blankly. Why couldn’t you save me? What have