Girls in White Dresses - JENNIFER CLOSE [54]
They ordered a second glass of wine and Cate drank while Bridget filled her in on the cooking class she was taking. Then she told her about the trip to Italy she was planning. “I just feel so lucky,” she said. “To have a job I love that pays me enough that I can do other things that I love. Do you know how rare that is?” she asked.
“I do,” Cate said.
Bridget sighed, and took a sip of her wine. “Caitlin,” she said. “There was something else I wanted to tell you.”
“Really?” Cate asked.
“Yes,” she said. “I wanted to tell you that I’m dating Jim.”
“Jim?”
“You know, Jim from college. Turns out he works near my building in Boston and we ran into each other at a happy hour. And you know, trouble!” Bridget raised and lowered her eyebrows and pursed her lips, then laughed out loud.
“Oh, now, don’t look so shocked! Look, I wanted to tell you because I know you and Jim had that thing in college,” Bridget said and took a sip of her wine. Her face suddenly grew serious. “But, I mean, college was about a million years ago! And I knew that you wouldn’t really mind, but I still wanted to tell you myself. You know how funny girls can be about these things.”
“Yeah,” Cate said. “I do.”
“Oh, I knew you wouldn’t mind! I told him that you’d be fine with it. Boys are so silly, aren’t they?”
“So, how long have you two been, um, together?”
“Almost a year. Well, about nine months. And I wanted to tell you earlier, but we’ve both been so busy that we’ve barely spoken!”
“I know,” Cate said and raised her hand to the waiter for another glass of wine.
“Oh, you are so bad,” Bridget giggled.
“So is it serious?” Cate asked. Her head felt light, and she struggled to keep her voice steady.
“Yes,” she said. “It is.”
“But it’s only been nine months, right?”
“Well, yes. But he’s already looking at rings.”
“What?”
Bridget made a big show of clamping her hands over her mouth and making her eyes wide. “Look at me,” she said. “I can’t keep a secret to save my life! But between you and me? This is it.”
Cate picked up her glass of water and drank the whole thing down in one swallow. She was afraid that if she stopped, she would throw the glass on the floor. Jim. Jim? Jim and Bridget? This didn’t make sense. She was making it up in her head. Maybe Bridget was even crazier than Cate had ever known. The waiter brought over a new glass of wine, and Cate picked it up and started drinking it like it was water. She was so thirsty all of a sudden.
“We’re going to Italy together, and I just know he’s going to do it there,” Bridget said.
“Really?”
“Yeah,” she said. “Isn’t that romantic?”
Jim was the person Cate still thought about, the person that her mind went to when things got bad. It was stupid and she knew that. It was obvious that they’d never get back together, but still she liked to think, “What if?” She knew that he would date other people, she’d even thought that maybe he’d be married soon. But to Bridget? No. Not to Bridget.
“Caitlin,” she said. “Caitlin, does this bother you? Oh, that’s not what I meant to do.”
Cate shook her head. “No one calls me Caitlin. Did you know that? Not one other person on this earth calls me Caitlin.”
“I know,” she said. “That was always our thing. I love the name Caitlin!”
Cate left the restaurant in a hurry. All of a sudden, she needed to get out of there. “I have to get back to work,” she said, throwing some money on the table. “My boss is on the warpath.” Bridget was saying something but Cate wasn’t listening. She stood up and her chair hit the table in back of them. “Sorry,” Cate mumbled. “Sorry, sorry,” as she wove in and out of the tables. She took a left on the street and walked quickly for a few blocks before she realized that she had no idea where the subway was.
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