Helliconia Summer - Brian W. Aldiss [186]
‘It’s true,’ agreed Dol, soothing her old mother. ‘They hate us and would eat us up if they could.’
‘They snap at you as you go by.’
‘Their eyes are full of evil dusts.’
‘Their jaws too …’
‘But your father?’ Laintal Ay prompted, bringing her back to the reason for her entering pauk.
‘I met my mother in the world below …’ Oyre could say no more for a moment. Though she clung to Laintal Ay, the world of air to which he belonged as yet seemed less real to her than the one she had left. Not one kind word had her mother for her, only blame and recrimination, and an intensity of hatred that the living scarcely dared reveal.
‘She said how I’d disgraced her name, brought her in shame to her grave. I’d killed her, I was responsible for her death, she had detested me since she first felt me stir in her womb … All the bad things I did as a child … my helplessness … my scumble … Oh, oh, I can’t tell you …’
She began to wail horribly to release her grief.
Vry came forward and helped Laintal Ay hold her. ‘It’s not true, Oyre, it’s all imagination.’ But she was thrust away by her weeping friend.
All had been in pauk at some time. All looked on in gloomy sympathy, locked in their own thoughts.
‘But your father,’ Laintal Ay said again. ‘Did you meet him?’
She recovered sufficiently to hold him at arm’s length, regarding him with red eyes, her face glistening with snot and tears.
‘He was not there, thanks be to Wutra, he was not there. The time has not yet arrived when he must fall to the world below.’
They gazed round at each other in puzzlement at this news. To cover a dread that Aoz Roon was, after all, with Shay Tal, Oyre went on talking.
‘Surely he won’t become that kind of evil gossie, surely he has lived a life full enough not to turn into one of those little bundles of malevolence? At least he’s spared that fate a while longer. But where is he, all these long weeks?’
Dol began to weep by infection, snatching Rastil Roon from her mother, rocking him, and saying, ‘Is he still alive? Where is he? He wasn’t so bad, to be honest … Are you sure he wasn’t down below?’
‘I tell you he wasn’t. Laintal Ay, Dathka, he’s still somewhere in this world, though Wutra knows where, that we can be sure of.’
Rol Sakil began to wail, now that her movements were not hampered by the infant.
‘We must all go down to that terrible place, sooner or later. Dol, Dol, it will be your poor old mother’s turn next … Promise you’ll come and see me, promise, and I promise I’ll say no word against you. I will never blame you for the way you’ve become involved with that terrible man who has afflicted all our lives …’
As Dol comforted her mother, Laintal Ay tried to comfort Oyre, but she suddenly pushed him away and climbed from the bed, wiping her face and breathing deep. ‘Don’t touch me – I stink of the world below. Let me wash myself.’
During these lamentations, Dathka had stood at the back of the room, his stocky figure against the rough wall, his face wooden. Now he came forward.
‘Be silent, all of you, and try to think. We are in danger and must turn this news to our advantage. If Aoz Roon is alive, then we need a plan of action till he gets back – if he can get back. Maybe fuggies have captured him.
‘I warn you, Faralin Ferd and Tanth Ein plot to take over control of Oldorando. First, they mean to set up a mint, with that worm Raynil Layan in command of it.’ His eyes slid to Vry and then away again. ‘Raynil Layan already has the metal makers at work, minting a coinage. When they control that and pay their men, they will be all-powerful. They will surely kill Aoz Roon when he returns.’
‘How do you know this?’ Vry asked. ‘Faralin Ferd and Tanth Ein are his friends of long-standing.’
‘As for that …’ Dathka said, and laughed. ‘Ice is solid till it melts.’
He stood alert, looking at each, finally letting his gaze rest on Laintal Ay.
‘Now we must