Helliconia Summer - Brian W. Aldiss [596]
‘Insil!’ He clutched her, alarmed.
When she turned back to him, the protective mask of laughter was back on her face. ‘So, a surprise! I find that there was after all something I wanted, which I never expected to want … But I’m too much of a handful for you, isn’t that true?’
‘No, not that, not a negative.’
‘Oh, yes … I’ve heard. The slave woman in your quarters … You want to marry a slave rather than a free woman, because you’ve grown like all the men here, you want someone you can possess without contradiction.’
‘No, Insil, you’re wrong. You’re no free woman. You are the slave. I feel tenderly for you and always will, but you are imprisoned in your self.’
She laughed almost without scorn. ‘You now know what I am, do you? Always before you were so puzzled by me, so you said. Well, you are callous. You have to tell me this news without warning? Why did you not tell my father, as convention demands? You’re a great respecter of convention.’
‘I had to speak to you first.’
‘Yes? And have you broken this exciting news to your mother? What of the liaison between the Shokerandits and the Esikananzis now? Have you forgotten that we shall probably be forced to marry when your father returns? You have your duty as I have mine, from which neither of us has so far flinched. But perhaps you have less courage than I. If that day comes when we are forced into the same bed, I will repay you for the injury you do me today.’
‘What have I done, for the Beholder’s sake? Are you mad because I share with you your lack of enthusiasm for our marriage? Speak sense, Insil!’
But she gave him a cold look, her eyes dark under her disordered hair. Collecting up her heavy skirt with one hand, she set the other hand pale against her cheek and hastened from the chamber.
Next morning, after Toress Lahl had bathed and a slave woman had dressed her, Luterin took her before his mother and announced formally that he intended to marry her and not Insil Esikananzi. His mother wept and threatened – and in particular threatened the wrath of Luterin’s father – and finally retreated to her inner room.
‘We shall go for a ride,’ Luterin said coolly, strapping on his revolver and clipping a sling onto a short rifle. ‘I’ll show you the Great Wheel.’
‘Am I to ride behind you?’
He regarded her judiciously. ‘You heard what I said to my mother.’
‘I heard what you said to your mother. Nevertheless, at present I am not a free woman, and this is not Chalce.’
‘When we return, I will have the secretary issue you a declaration of your freedom. There are such things. Just now, I wish to be outside.’ He moved impatiently to the door, where two stablemen stood holding the reins of two yelk.
‘I’ll teach you the points of a yelk one day,’ he said, as they moved into the grounds. ‘These are a domestic breed – bred by my father, and his father before him.’
Once outside the grounds of the estate, they moved into the teeth of the wind. There was no more than a foot of snow underfoot. On either side of the track, striped markers stood, awaiting the time when the snow was deep.
To get to Kharnabhar, the peak, they had to pass the Esikananzi estates. The track then wound through a tall stand of caspiarns, the branches of which were fuzzy with frost. As they advanced, bells of differing voice told of Kharnabhar, as it emerged gradually from the cloud.
Everything here was bells, indoors and out. What had once had a function – to guard against the possibility of being lost in snow or fog – was now a fashion.
Toress Lahl reined her yelk and stared ahead, holding a cloaked arm up to her face to protect her mouth. Ahead lay the village of Kharnabhar, the lodgings for pilgrims and the stalls on one side of the main track, the housing for those who worked with the Great Wheel on the other side. Most of the buildings had bells on their roofs, housed in cupolas, each with its distinctive tongue; they could be heard when the weather was too bad for them to be seen.
The track itself led uphill to the entrance to the Great