Holy Fire - Bruce Sterling [17]
“I’ve been to Europe a few times. Not in many years.”
“Have you been to Stuttgart since they rebuilt it?”
“No.”
“Ever been to Indianapolis?”
“I did telepresence there once. Indianapolis seems a little scary nowadays.”
Brett offered Mia a wadded paper tissue from the backpack. Mia accepted it gratefully, and blew her nose. Her tear ducts were all out of practice. They felt scorched and sore.
Brett gazed at her with frank curiosity. “You haven’t been around very much lately, have you, Maya?”
“No. I don’t suppose I have, really.”
“You want to come around with me for a while? Maybe I could show you some things. Would that be all right?”
Mia was surprised and touched. The invitation was not entirely welcome, but the girl was trying to be sweet to her. “All right. Yes.”
Brett led her off the bus at the next stop. They began walking together down Filmore. This street was rather heavily wooded. A giraffe was methodically cropping the trees. Mia was sure that the giraffe was perfectly harmless, but it was the largest urban animal she’d ever seen roaming loose in San Francisco. It was quite an exotic beast. Someone had been busy on the city council.
Brett merely ambled along at first, but then picked up her pace. “You can walk pretty fast,” Brett said. “How old are you really?”
“I’m pushing a century.”
“You don’t look a hundred years old. You must be really smart.”
“I’m just very careful.”
“Do you have, like, osteoarthritis or incontinence or any really weird syndrome stuff?”
“I have a bad vagus nerve,” Mia said. “I get attacks of night cramps. And I’m astigmatic.” She smiled. It was an interesting topic. She could remember when strangers made polite chitchat about the weather.
“Do you have a boyfriend?”
“No.”
“Why not?”
“I was married for a long time. When it was over, that part of life didn’t seem very important anymore.”
“What part is very important?”
“Responsibility.”
“That doesn’t sound very exciting.”
“It’s not exciting, but if you’re not responsible, you can’t take proper care of yourself. You get sick and fall apart.” This truism sounded rather fatuous, pointless, and morbid, especially for a young person. “When you live a really long time,” Mia offered carefully, “it changes everything. The whole structure of the world, politics, money, religion, culture, everything that used to be human. All those changes are your responsibility, they benefited you, they happened because of you. You have to work hard so that the polity can manage. Good citizenship is a lot of work. It needs a lot of self-sacrifice.”
“Sure,” said Brett, and laughed. “I forgot about those parts.”
Brett led her into a mall—a nexus of junk shops near the Haight. There was a good crowd in the place, warming the benches, window-shopping, sipping tinctures in a café. A couple of cops in pink jackets sat on their bicycles, people-watching. For the first time in many years, Mia found herself catching a suspicious glance from a police officer. Because of the company she kept.
“Do you know this part of town?” Brett said.
“Sure. See that collectors’ shop? They sell old media bric-a-brac, I buy paper-show things from them sometimes.”
“Wow,” Brett marveled, “I always wondered what kind of people went into that weird old place.… ”
Brett ducked into a dark, tiny store, a redwood-fronted hole in the wall. It sold rugs, blankets, and cheap jewelry. Mia had never been inside the place in her life. It smelled strongly, almost chokingly, of air-sprayed vanilla. The walls were densely overgrown with deep green moss.
A tabby cat was asleep on the shop counter, sprawled lazily across the glass top. There were no human beings in sight. Brett made a beeline for a dress rack crammed in the corner. “Come see … see, this is all my stuff.”
“All of this?”
“No, not everything on this rack,” Brett said, sorting nimbly through the garment rack, “but this one is my design, and this one,