Infinity Beach - Jack McDevitt [97]
“By whom?”
“By experts.”
“You don’t want to tell me.”
“Not really.”
He stopped to catch his breath. “Kim, I’m sorry. You’re a valuable member of the organization and I’d have preferred not to lose you, but you don’t really give me any choice. I want you to go back to your office and write out your resignation. Make it effective thirty days from now. That way I can give you a month’s pay. But don’t come back.” He stared at her across the top of his desk. “You know I’d change this if I could, but I warned you, damn it. I did warn you this was going to happen.”
He scowled and waved her out of the room. But when she started for the door he stopped her. “Kim,” he said, “if you need a reference, make sure it’s addressed to me personally and not to the organization.”
The words didn’t register. “Matt, this isn’t fair. I haven’t done anything wrong. I’ve violated no procedure—”
“You disobeyed a directive. I told you to stay away from this—” He stuttered a couple of times and waved one hand in a frustrated circle.
She glared at him. “Don’t you care what the truth is?”
“Okay, what is the truth? We’ve got one woman dead and one missing. If Kile Tripley did it, it doesn’t much matter because he’s also gone to a better world. So it’s not as if we’re looking for justice.
“You find a bookshelf model and a sketch on a wall and on the basis of that you think somebody met a celestial. If they did, why the goddamn hell didn’t they tell somebody? Anybody?”
“I don’t know, Matt. But if there’s nothing to the story, why’d they gundeck the logs?”
“I don’t know that they did.”
“You can check them if you want. When you do, and when you find out that what I’ve told you is true, I’d like very much to borrow the McCollum.”
His eyes widened. “You’re a remarkable woman, Kim, I’ll say that for you. But maybe you didn’t hear me earlier: You’re not working for us anymore.”
“How’d it go?” asked Solly.
“They fired me.” She had a blowup of Tripley’s Valiant taped to her wall.
“Goddammit, Kim, I told you that would happen.”
She was trembling, with anger, frustration, with a sense of the sheer injustice of it all.
“Maybe it’ll blow over,” he said. “Just sit tight for a bit. Give them a chance to calm down until they discover they need you.“
“No,” she said. “I don’t think that’s going to happen.”
They embraced and neither spoke. “Look,” he said at last, “I have some friends at Albestaadt.” Albestaadt was a major research facility on Pacifica. “I can’t promise anything, but I could put in a word. I think there’d be a decent chance. And you could go back to being a researcher.“
“Thanks, Solly. Maybe later. I’ve got a point to make first.”
“You’re going to continue to push this thing?”
“Might as well. I’ve nothing to lose now.”
“You could get sued. Anyhow, what more can you do? Where can you go from here?”
“I’m going to prove the encounter happened.”
“How will you do that?”
“The Hunter’s radio, Solly. It was omnidirectional, remember? With a booster.”
She saw his features brighten. “You really think it would work?”
“Why not? All we need is the right equipment.”
Solly’s eyes met hers. “You’ll need a starship. I don’t guess Matt agreed to let you have the Mac?”
“No. Not exactly.”
“So—How do you plan to manage it?”
“I was thinking about stealing it.”
“Kim—”
“I mean it, Solly. I’ll do what I have to.”
“I believe you would.”
“Solly, I can’t just walk away from this. If we’re right, it’ll be the prime scientific discovery of all time. We’ll be famous, immortal, whatever you like.”
“Rich?” said Solly.
“I’d guess rich beyond imagination.”
“Yeah. Well, rich is good. But the risk is a little high. You’re going to have to count me out, Kim. I’m sorry, but I draw the line at grand theft. Which is what this would be.” His features were flushed, his lips pressed tight together, his eyes hard. “I’m sorry. But this is way out of line.”
Yeah. How could she have expected anything else? “I understand, Solly.”
“How about chartering a ship? Better yet, rent one. I’ll pilot.”
She’d considered it. But she needed the specialized