Invisible man - Ralph Ellison [30]
I would run in, get a pint, and run out again, I thought. Then he wouldn't see the Golden Day. I seldom went there myself except with some of the fellows when word got out that a new bunch of girls had arrived from New Orleans. The school had tried to make the Golden Day respectable, but the local white folks had a hand in it somehow and they got nowhere. The best the school could do was to make it hot for any student caught going there.
He lay like a man asleep as I left the car and ran into the Golden Day. I wanted to ask him for money but decided to use my own. At the door I paused; the place was already full, jammed with vets in loose gray shirts and trousers and women in short, tight-fitting, stiffly starched gingham aprons. The stale beer smell struck like a club through the noise of voices and the juke box. Just as I got inside the door a stolid-faced man gripped me by the arm and looked stonily into my eyes.
"It will occur at 5:30," he said, looking straight through me.
"What?"
"The great all-embracing, absolute Armistice, the end of the world!" he said.
Before I could answer, a small plump woman smiled into my face and pulled him away.
"It's your turn, Doc," she said. "Don't let it happen till after me and you done been upstairs. How come I always have to come get you?"
"No, it is true," he said. "They wirelessed me from Paris this morning."
"Then, baby, me an' you better hurry. There's lots of money I got to make in here before that thing happens. You hold it back a while, will you?"
She winked at me as she pulled him through the crowd toward the stairs. I elbowed my way nervously toward the bar.
Many of the men had been doctors, lawyers, teachers, Civil Service workers; there were several cooks, a preacher, a politician, and an artist. One very nutty one had been a psychiatrist. Whenever I saw them I felt uncomfortable. They were supposed to be members of the professions toward which at various times I vaguely aspired myself, and even though they never seemed to see me I could never believe that they were really patients. Sometimes it appeared as though they played some vast and complicated game with me and the rest of the school folk, a game whose goal was laughter and whose rules and subtleties I could never grasp.
Two men stood directly in front of me, one speaking with intense earnestness. ". . . and Johnson hit Jeffries at an angle of 45 degrees from his lower left lateral incisor, producing an instantaneous blocking of his entire thalamic rine, frosting it over like the freezing unit of a refrigerator, thus shattering his autonomous nervous system and rocking the big brick-laying creampuff with extreme hyperspasmic muscular tremors which dropped him dead on the extreme tip of his coccyx, which, in turn, produced a sharp traumatic reaction in his sphincter nerve and muscle, and then, my dear colleague, they swept him up, sprinkled him with quicklime and rolled him away in a barrow. Naturally, there was no other therapy possible."
"Excuse me," I said, pushing past.
Big Halley was behind the bar, his dark skin showing through his sweat-wet shirt.
"Whatcha saying, school-boy?"
"I want a double whiskey, Halley. Put it in something deep so I can get it out of here without spilling it. It's for somebody outside."
His mouth shot out, "Hell, naw!"
"Why?" I asked, surprised at the anger in his thyroid eyes.
"You still up at the school, ain't you?"
"Sure."
"Well, those bastards is trying to close me up agin, that's why. You can drink till you blue in the face in here, but I wouldn't sell you enough to spit through your teeth to take outside."
"But I've got a sick man out in the car."
"What car? You never had no car."
"The white man's car. I'm driving for him."
"Ain't you in school?"
"He's from the school."
"Well, who's sick?"
"He is."
"He too good to come in? Tell him