J.R. Ward the Black Dagger Brotherhood Novels 5-8 - J. R. Ward [311]
Zsadist looked over at her, and the oddest thing happened. He spoke in a shockingly kind voice and raised his hand as if to calm her.
“Easy, now. I’m sorry I scared you.” His eyes gradually turned yellow and his face softened. “I’m just worried about my shellan. I’m not going to hurt you.”
Cormia felt the tension in her release and found herself understanding better why Bella was with him. With a bow, she said, “Of course, your grace. Of course you are worried for her.”
“Are you okay?” Bella asked, looking at her hellren’s black-stained clothes. “Is everyone in the family okay?”
“The Brothers are all fine.” He went over to his shellan and touched her face with a hand that shook. “I want Doc Jane to have a look at you.”
“If that would make you feel better, by all means, have her come. I don’t think there’s anything wrong, but I want to do whatever makes you feel more comfortable.”
“Is it the spotting again?” Bella didn’t answer. “I’ll go get her—”
“It’s not much, and it’s nothing different from what I’ve had before. Doc Jane would probably be a good idea, except I doubt there’s anything to be done.” Bella turned her lips to his palm and kissed him. “But first, please tell me what happened tonight?”
Zsadist just shook his head, and Bella closed her eyes, as if she were used to getting bad news . . . as if she had gotten it so often that words about the exact situations were no longer needed. Speech could add nothing to her sadness or his. Nor could it relieve what they clearly felt.
Zsadist dipped his head and kissed his mate. As their eyes met, the love between them was so intense, it created an aura of warmth Cormia could swear she felt from over where she was standing.
Bella had never shown this kind of connection with the Primale. Ever.
Nor, for that matter, had he toward her. Although perhaps that was just out of discretion.
Zsadist said a few quiet words, then left as if he were on the prowl, brows down, heavy shoulders set like beams for a house.
Cormia cleared her throat. “Would you like me to get Fritz for you? Or put your order in for a repast?”
“I think I’d better wait, if Doc Jane’s going to examine me.” The female’s hand crept up onto her belly and moved in slow circles. “Would you like to come back and watch the rest of the shows with me later?”
“If you’d like—”
“Absolutely. You’re very good company.”
“I am?”
Bella’s eyes were impossibly kind. “Very. You make me feel calm.”
“Then I shall be your birth companion. Where I’m from, a pregnant sister always has a birth companion.”
“Thank you . . .thank you very much.” Bella turned away as fear speared into her eyes. “I’ll take any help I can get.”
“If I may,” Cormia murmured, “what worries you most?”
“Him. I worry about Z.” Bella’s eyes swung back. “Then I worry about my young. It’s so strange. I don’t worry about me all that much.”
“You are very brave.”
“Oh, you don’t see me in the middle of the day in the dark. I fall apart plenty, trust me.”
“I still think you are brave.” Cormia put her hand on her flat stomach. “I doubt I could be so courageous.”
Bella smiled. “I think you’re wrong about that. I’ve watched you these past months, and there’s an incredible strength in you.”
Cormia wasn’t so sure about that. “I do hope the examination goes well, and I’ll come back later—”
“You don’t honestly think it’s easy to be what you are, do you? To live under the kind of pressures the Chosen have to? I can’t imagine how you deal with it, and I have tremendous respect for you.”
All Cormia could do was blink. “You . . . do?”
Bella nodded. “Yeah, I do. And you want to know something else? Phury’s lucky to have you. I’m just praying he figures that out sooner rather than later.”
Dearest Virgin Scribe, that was not something Cormia had ever expected to hear from anyone, much less Bella, and her shock must have shown because the female laughed.
“Okay, I’ve made you feel weird, and I’m sorry. But I’ve wanted to say that to the both of you for the longest time.” Bella’s eyes shifted over to the bathroom,