J.R. Ward the Black Dagger Brotherhood Novels 5-8 - J. R. Ward [432]
As his bonding scent roared, she released his arousal and linked them up in a glide that was at once effortless and full of power.
Her head fell back as he held her up and worked her body on and off of his. He took her vein as well in a feat of coordination that was easy as pie.
Just as his fangs breached the sweet skin of her neck, her arms tightened on his shoulders, her fists balling up his shirt.
“I love you. . . .”
For a split second, Phury froze.
The moment was so clear to him, everything from the feel of her weight in his palms and her core around his sex and her throat at his mouth to the scent of them coming together and the smell of the forest and the crystal-clear air. He knew the balance between his whole leg and his prosthesis and exactly how his shirt pinched under his arms from her gripping the thing. He knew the pumping of her chest against his own, the beat of both her blood and his, the gathering of erotic tension.
Mostly, though, he knew the cradle of their love for each other.
He couldn’t remember anything being this vivid, this real.
This was the gift of recovery, he thought. The ability to be here in this moment with the female he loved and be fully aware, fully awake, fully present. Undiluted.
He thought of Jonathon and the meeting and what the guy had said: I want to be where I am tonight more than I want the high.
Yes. Damn it . . . yes.
Phury started moving again, taking and giving by turns.
Breathless and straining, he lived as they came together . . . lived vividly.
Chapter Fifty-five
Xhex left the club at four twelve a.m. The cleaning staff were doing their suck, buff, and shine thing, and would be responsible for shutting the doors, and she had the alarms ready for automatic activation at eight o’clock. The cash registers were empty, and Rehvenge’s of fice was not just locked but impenetrable.
Her Ducati was waiting for her in the private garage slip where the Bentley was parked when Rehv didn’t need his wheels. She rolled the black bike out, mounted it as the door trundled shut, and started the bitch with a kick.
She never wore a helmet.
She always wore her leather chaps and her biker jacket.
The motorcycle roared between her legs, and she took the long way home, weaving in and out of downtown’s maze of one-ways, then opening the Ducati up on the Northway. She was going well over a hundred when she blew past a cop car parked under the pines in the median.
She never put her lights on.
Which explained why, assuming she’d tripped the guy’s radar and he wasn’t asleep behind his badge, he didn’t come after her. Hard to chase what you couldn’t see.
She had two places in Caldwell to lay her head: a basement apartment downtown for when she found herself needing privacy stat, and a secluded two-bedroom cabin on the Hudson River.
The dirt road to her waterfront property was nothing but a footpath, thanks to her having let the underbrush grow in over the past thirty years. On the far side of the tangle, the 1920s-era fishing cabin sat on a seven-acre lot, the house built solidly but without grace. The garage was detached and over to the right, and that had been a major value-add when she’d looked at the property. She was the kind of female who liked to keep a lot of firepower around, and storing the ammo outside of the house reduced the likelihood of her getting blown up in her sleep.
The bike went into the garage. She went into the house.
Walking into the kitchen, she loved the way the place smelled: old pine boards from the ceiling and walls and floors, and sweet cedar from the closets that had been built for hunting gear.
She didn’t have a security system. Didn’t believe in them.
She had herself. And that had always been enough.
After a cup of instant coffee, she went into her bedroom and stripped out of her leathers. In her black sports bra and panties, she lay down on the bare floor and braced herself.
Tough as she was, she always needed a moment.
When she was ready, she reached down to her