J.R. Ward the Black Dagger Brotherhood Novels 5-8 - J. R. Ward [937]
Arching back to him, she stretched way up and ran her hands through his thick dark hair. Although he’d cut it short, it was growing in, which was nice. She preferred it long because it felt so damn good going through her fingers, so silky, so smooth.
“Come inside me,” she said hoarsely.
John swept his hand up and captured the breast she’d stroked for him; then he reached between their bodies, angled himself, and eased into her sex. At the same moment, he ran his fangs across her throat to her vein.
He didn’t need to feed. She knew this. So she was strangely thrilled when he struck because it meant he was doing it just because he wanted to: He wanted her in him, too.
Beneath the overhead lighting, she watched as he took her from behind, his muscles flexing, his eyes burning, his erection pushing in and pulling out, pushing in and pulling out. She watched herself, too. Her breasts were tight at the tips, her nipples rosy, not just because that was the color of them, but because he’d been working on them so much over the day’s hours. Her skin was aglow all over, her cheeks blazing, her lips puffy from the kissing, her eyes low-lidded and erotic.
John broke the seal he’d formed over her vein and his pink tongue came out, licking over the punctures, sealing them up. Turning her head, she captured his mouth with her own, relishing the slick slide of their tongues as their bodies followed the same rhythm down below.
It didn’t take long for the sex to grow urgent and raw, no longer sensual, but powerful. As John’s hips pistoned against her, their bodies slapped and their breath roared. Her orgasm tackled her so strongly that if he hadn’t had a death grip on her hip bones, she would have lost her knees and fallen from him. And just as she came, John’s own shudders rolled through her, the ripples emanating outward from his erection and sweeping through her body . . . and her soul.
And then it happened.
At the pinnacle of their release, her vision flipped into red and went flat—and as ectascy eventually faded, the unsummoned appearance of her bad side was a wake-up call she’d been subconsciously waiting for.
Gradually, she became aware of the growing humidity and warmth from the shower . . . and the twinkling sound of falling water . . . and the thousand points of contact between them . . . and how all things were in shades of blood.
John reached up to her face and touched next to her red eyes.
“Yeah, I need my cilices,” she said.
He brought his hands forward in front of her and signed, I have them.
“You do?”
I saved them. He frowned. But are you sure you have to—
“Yes,” she bristled. “I am.”
The hard expression that tightened his face reminded her of the way he’d been when he’d sprung out of that bed as she’d screamed: Tough. Intractable. All-male. But there was nothing she could do to help him out of his current disapproval. She had to take care of herself, and whether or not he was down with what she did to keep herself in a “normal” bandwidth wasn’t going to change her reality.
Man, they just weren’t meant to be together, no matter how compatible they could be sometimes.
John withdrew from her core and stepped back, running his fingers down her spine as a kind of a thank-you . . . and given the dark knowledge in his eyes, probably a good-bye of his own. Turning away, he headed for the sh—
“Oh . . . my . . . God . . .”
Xhex’s heart stopped as she looked at him in the mirror. Across his upper back, in a glorious spread of black ink . . . in a declaration that didn’t whisper, but shouted . . . in a billboard-size font with flourishes . . .
Her name in the Old Language.
Xhex wheeled around as John froze. “When did you get that done?”
After a tense moment, his shoulder shrugged and she was captivated by the way the ink moved, stretching and then returning into place. Shaking his head, he reached in to test the warm spray, and then