Kissed a sad goodbye - Deborah Crombie [93]
“No … I … What did Reg say?”
“That Annabelle was angry because she thought you were flirting with him.”
For a moment, Jo stared, her mouth open; then she let out a peal of laughter. “Reg said I was flirting with him?”
“I take it you don’t agree?” Kincaid asked.
“In his dreams.” Jo subsided into slightly hysterical snickers. “I bloodied his nose once too often when we were kids, the little sod. I could kill him!” She clapped her hand over her mouth. “I didn’t mean—”
“I know you didn’t. But could Annabelle have thought there was something going on between you and Reg? He says she was really narked about something.”
“The bastard. It wasn’t Annabelle who was angry—not in the beginning. He was the one furious with her.”
“Why didn’t you tell us this before?” Kincaid edged the vase of sunflowers over a bit so that he could see her across the table.
Jo sat back, sliding her hands into her lap, but not before he’d seen how tightly they were clenched. He was suddenly aware of her perfume, a fresh, grassy scent, and of the rising and falling of her chest in the warm, still room. “You knew all the time what the row was about, didn’t you, Jo? Why didn’t you tell us? And why did Reg lie about it twice?”
He waited, sensing Gemma beside him, but knowing she wouldn’t break the tension, wouldn’t give Jo an out.
“I didn’t know, when you first asked me, that Annabelle was dead,” Jo whispered at last, without taking her eyes from her clenched hands. “And then I was ashamed.”
“You were ashamed?” Gemma prompted her gently. “Was it something you said?”
Jo shook her head, and the tears that had gathered on her lower lashes spilled over, streaking her cheeks. She didn’t lift a hand to wipe them away. “It was Harry. You have to understand: It was Martin who poisoned him against Annabelle. I daresay she deserved it, but she adored Harry from the moment he was born, and I think it broke her heart.”
Leaning forward, Gemma reached out as if to touch her. “Jo, start from the beginning. Tell us what happened.”
“I don’t want you to think badly of Annabelle.” Jo lifted a curled fist to her breast in a pleading gesture.
“We won’t,” Gemma promised, without taking her eyes from Jo’s, and Kincaid marveled, as he always did, at her ability to make an emotional link with a stranger.
Jo took a shaky breath and exhaled on a sigh, blinking back her tears. “It started when Sarah was a baby—before that, really. Martin and I had been having problems—I’d even thought about leaving him—and then Mummy got sick. And I got pregnant.” Looking away, she shook her head and continued softly, “It was a stupid thing to do, crazy even, but it was like I couldn’t help myself, I couldn’t fight this urge.… I even cheated on my birth control.” She looked back at them, her lips curving in a small smile. “It didn’t help things with Martin, and it didn’t keep Mummy from dying. But it gave me something to love, to fill the void.… Why am I telling you this? I’ve never said—”
Gemma touched her fingertips to Jo’s outstretched hand. Kincaid thought he might have disappeared as far as the two women were concerned. “I have a son the same age as your Sarah. I know what it’s like.”
After a moment, Jo nodded. “Martin had been jealous of Harry, but with Sarah he felt completely shut out, and he was more angry with me than ever. And Annabelle … When Mummy died, Annabelle hadn’t anything.…” The breath she took sounded almost like a sob. “They had an affair. Martin and Annabelle. Annabelle told me, after a few months. She said she couldn’t stand it anymore, knowing that she’d betrayed me and the children, and that Martin wanted to keep on. I filed for divorce.”
“Were you terribly angry with her?” Gemma asked it quietly.
“Of course I was angry. Furious. But she was my sister, and after a bit … I missed her.
“But Martin never forgave her; he swore she’d ruined his life, taken his children from him—as if he’d had nothing to do with it at all.” Her voice rose on an incredulous note.
“And Harry?”
“Martin told him it was Annabelle