Leviathan Wakes - James S. A. Corey [24]
“What are you doing?” asked Naomi from behind him, not from his helmet speakers.
She was standing there with her helmet off. Sweat plastered her thick black hair to her head and neck. Her face was unreadable. Holden took off his helmet.
“I’m showing them the Canterbury was a real place where real people lived. People with names and families,” he said, the juice making his voice less steady than he would have liked. “If there’s something resembling a human being giving the orders on that ship, I hope it haunts him right up to the day they put him in the recycler for murder.”
“I don’t think they appreciate it,” Naomi said, pointing at the panel behind him.
The enemy ship was now painting them with its targeting laser. Holden held his breath. No torpedoes launched, and after a few seconds, the stealth ship turned off its laser and the engine flared as it scooted off at high g. He heard Naomi let out a shuddering breath.
“So the Canterbury’s gone?” Naomi asked.
Holden nodded.
“Fuck me sideways,” said Amos.
Amos and Shed stood together at the crew ladder. Amos’ face was mottled red and white, and his big hands clenched and unclenched. Shed collapsed to his knees, slamming against the deck in the heavy two-g thrust. He didn’t cry. He just looked at Holden and said, “Cameron’s never going to get that arm, I guess,” then buried his head in his hands and shook.
“Slow down, Alex. No need to run now,” Holden said into the comm. The ship slowly dropped to one g.
“What now, Captain?” Naomi said, looking at him hard. You’re in charge now. Act like it.
“Blowing them out of the sky would be my first choice, but since we don’t have the weapons… follow them. Keep our eyes on them until we know where they’re going. Expose them to everyone,” Holden replied.
“Fuckin’ A,” said Amos loudly.
“Amos,” Naomi said over her shoulder, “take Shed below and get him into a couch. If you need to, give him something to put him to sleep.”
“You got it, Boss.” Amos put a thick arm around Shed’s waist and took him below.
When he was gone, Naomi turned back to Holden.
“No, sir. We are not chasing that ship. We are going to call for help, and then go wherever the help tells us to go.”
“I—” Holden started.
“Yes, you’re in charge. That makes me XO, and it’s the XO’s job to tell the captain when he’s being an idiot. You’re being an idiot, sir. You already tried to goad them into killing us with that broadcast. Now you want to chase them? And what will you do if they let you catch them? Broadcast another emotional plea?” Naomi said, moving closer to him. “You are going to get the remaining four members of your crew to safety. And that’s all. When we’re safe, you can go on your crusade. Sir.”
Holden unbuckled the straps on his couch and stood up. The juice was starting to burn out, leaving his body spent and sickened. Naomi lifted her chin and didn’t back up.
“Glad you’re with me, Naomi,” he said. “Go see to the crew. McDowell gave me one last order.”
Naomi looked him over critically; he could see her distrust. He didn’t defend himself; he just waited until she was done. She nodded at him once and climbed down the ladder to the deck below.
Once she was gone, he worked methodically, putting together a broadcast package that included all the sensor data from the Canterbury and the Knight. Alex climbed down from the cockpit and sat down heavily in the next chair.
“You know, Captain, I’ve been thinkin’,” he said. His voice had the same post-juice shakes as Holden’s own.
Holden bit back his irritation at the interruption and said, “What about?”
“That stealth ship.”
Holden turned away from his work.
“Tell me.”
“So, I don’t know any pirates that have shit like that.”
“Go on.”
“In fact, the only time I’ve seen tech like that was back when I was in the navy,” Alex said. “We were working on ships with energy-absorbing skins and internal heat sinks. More of a strategic weapon than a tactical one. You can’t hide an active drive, but