Libra - Don Delillo [182]
He liked the idea of a job that required a clipboard.
He was down the stairs fast and headed for the Coke machine on the second floor. A Coke in his hand would make him feel secure. It was a prop, a thing to carry around by way of saying he was okay. He thought he might need a prop to get him out of the building.
He heard a voice behind him like, “Come here.”
It was a cop with a drawn gun rushing into the lunchroom. He had one of those plastic covers on his hat for rainy days. Lee turned and walked slowly at him. He showed a face you’d see on any public transport, anonymous and dreamy. He made it a point not to notice the pistol aimed at his chest.
Roy Truly came in then and the cop said, “Does this man work here?” And Mr. Truly said yes and they both headed out to the stairway. Lee got his Coke and wandered down one flight and out the front entrance, a hole in the elbow of his shirt.
Agent Grant stood under the canopy at the Trade Mart entrance, just off Stemmons Freeway. He was explaining to two local business leaders how to present themselves to the Kennedys. He heard sirens getting louder. He saw the pilot car, the motorcycles, the Lincoln doing maybe eighty, with somebody spread-eagle on the rear deck. Other vehicles following, high speed, the craziest damn scene, a press bus blowing past. He asked one of the businessmen what time he had. Then they all checked their watches, placing the event in a framework they could agree upon.
HE LAAAAAAAAAA
There was a man holding Mary’s arm and she was crying. He had hold of her camera trying to take it with him. He said he was Featherstone of the Times Herald. Mary’s friend Jean was saying, “I thought that was a dog on the seat between them. I was saying I could see Liz Taylor or the Gabors traveling with a dog but I can’t see the Kennedys on tour with dogs.” Mary was not listening to this. She was crying and fighting to keep her camera. This man from the paper would not let go her arm. He was dragging her away toward Houston Street. Jean wasn’t able to get to her feet. She sat on the grass trying to finish her train of thought about seeing a dog in the car. She wanted to say to Mary, she did actually say, “I realized finally that little fuzzy thing. It was roses on the seat between them.”
Flying down that freeway with those dying men in our arms and going to no telling where. Everything flashing by. A billboard reading, Roller Skating Time.
Lee got off the bus in stalled traffic and walked to the Greyhound terminal to catch a taxi. The traffic was stalled for pretty obvious reasons, so maybe the bus was not a good idea. He walked south on Lamar, the sirens going all around him, and spotted an empty cab. They were a little removed here from the major congestion.
He got in next to the driver and here is a nice old lady sticking her head in the window looking for a taxi. Lee started getting out. He offered the cab to the lady. But the driver rolled away and Lee gave him an address a few blocks from his rooming house. It was a five- or six-minute ride, going out over the old viaduct. The driver said something about all the squad cars running a code three—lights spinning, sirens going. He wondered what was up.
Lee got out and walked north on Beckley, hearing a jangling in the air, feeling the first nervousness.
What do I look like?
To anybody seeing me, where do I look like I’m coming from?
He checked the numbers on the license plates of parked cars.
Do I look like someone leaving the scene?
His stomach was empty and he had that feeling in the mouth where there’s a rusty taste, something oozing from the gums.
That old patchy sadness of this part of Oak Cliff, the room-to-let signs and the trees going bare, the clotheslines, the bare-looking house fronts.
He was wishing he’d taken that Coke along.
The housekeeper was watching TV and it was all over the air waves. She said something but he went right by. In the toilet he pissed and pissed. It just kept coming.
Jangling in the air.
He went to his room and opened the dresser drawer