Look Again - Lisa Scottoline [31]
“You mean a touchdown?” Connie corrected him, and Ellen laughed and held out her arms.
“Gimme a hug. I gotta go to work and you gotta go to school.”
“Mommy!” Will ran to her, and Ellen hugged and kissed him, brushing his bangs from his eyes.
“Love you. Have fun at school.”
“Can I bring my football?” Will’s eyes widened with hope.
“No,” Ellen answered.
“Yes,” Connie said, at the same minute.
“I WANT TO!” Will hollered, jiggered up.
“Hey, quiet down, pal.” Ellen held his arm, trying to settle him. “No shouting in the house.”
“I want to bring my ball, Mommy!”
“Fine, okay.” Ellen didn’t want to leave on a bad note, another axiom of Working Mother Guilt.
“Goody!” Will rewarded her with another hug, dropping the football and throwing his arms around her neck.
Ellen felt a twinge of separation anxiety, worse than usual. Maybe because she knew what she was about to do, after she left.
Chapter Twenty-five
Ellen eyed the cars stacked ahead, their red taillights a glowing line, their exhaust trailing white plumes. The day was overcast and cold, and freezing rain had left an icy sleeve on the tree branches and a black veneer on the roads. The traffic stayed bad on the two-lane roads to Stoatesville, and in time, she found Corinth Street among the warren of rowhouses in a working-class neighborhood around an abandoned steel mill. She traveled down the street, reading the house numbers. Suddenly her cell phone started ringing in her purse, and she fumbled for it. The display showed a number she didn’t recognize, and she hit Ignore when she realized that the house coming up was number 393.
Amy Martin’s house.
A woman was standing in its driveway, scraping ice off the windshield of an old black Cherokee. Her back was turned, and she wore an Eagles knit cap, a thick black parka, jeans, and black rubber boots.
Amy?
Ellen pulled up in front of the house, grabbed her bag and file, got out, walked up the driveway. “Excuse me, Ms. Martin?” she asked, her heart thumping like crazy.
She turned, startled, and Ellen saw instantly that the woman was too old to be Amy Martin. She looked to be in her late sixties, and her hooded eyes widened under the Eagles hat. She said, “Jeez, you scared me!”
“Sorry.” Ellen introduced herself. “I’m looking for Amy Martin.”
“Amy’s my daughter, and she don’t live here anymore. I’m Gerry.”
Ellen tried to keep her bearings. Gerry Martin had been one of the witnesses on the consent form. She was looking into the eyes of Will’s grandmother, the first blood relative of his she had ever seen. “She gave this address as hers, two years ago.”
“She always does, but she don’t live here. I get all her mail, all those damn bills, I throw ’em all away.”
“Where does Amy live?”
“Hell if I know.” Gerry returned to scraping the windshield, shaving fragile curls of ice, making a krrp krrp sound. She pursed her lips with the effort, sending deep wrinkles radiating from her mouth. Her black glove was oversized, dwarfing the red plastic scraper.
“You don’t know where she is?”
“No.” Krrp krrp. “Amy’s over eighteen. It ain’t my business no more.”
“How about where she works?”
“Who said she works?”
“I’m just trying to find her.”
“I can’t help you.”
For some reason, Ellen hadn’t imagined there’d be an estrangement. “When was the last time you saw her?”
“A while.”
“A year or two?”
“Try five.”
Ellen knew it couldn’t be true. Gerry had signed the consent form two years ago. Why was she lying? “Are you sure?”
Gerry looked over, eyes narrowed under the fuzzy hat, scraper stalled on the windshield. “She owes you money, right? You’re a bill collector or a lawyer or somethin’?”
“No.” Ellen paused. If she wanted the truth, she’d have to tell the truth. “Actually, I’m the woman who adopted her baby.”
Gerry burst into laughter, showing yellowed teeth and bracing herself against the Jeep, scraper in hand.
“Why is that funny?” Ellen asked, and after Gerry stopped laughing, she wiped her eyes with the