Lord of Raven's Peak - Catherine Coulter [32]
He loomed over Deglin, who now looked uncertain, though there was still fury and hatred in his eyes and he was looking toward Laren.
“I told you not to blame her,” Merrik said again.
“But she—”
Merrik leaned down and grasped Deglin’s tunic. He drew him upright and held him very close. “No more else I will make you regret it.”
Deglin said, his skald’s voice soft now and pleading, filled with deep sincerity, “Nay, my lord, I wish no insult to you, but she . . . ah, you have the right of it. I should have done what you wished without showing my displeasure, without showing vexation. I will continue the tale. I don’t wish to deprive the men further. There is no need to listen to her again.”
Merrik was in a quandary. He released Deglin and returned to sit down on his own sea chest. He looked at Laren, but her head was down and he couldn’t see her expression. Deglin was the recognized skald. He saw no choice. He said then, “Tonight Deglin will continue the tale of Grunlige the Dane.”
No one said anything. Merrik seated himself again. The longboat righted and ran along smoothly in the water. Aye, everything was just as it should be again and Laren felt rage build within her. But she’d learned during the past two years to hide her rage, though with Merrik she hadn’t succeeded very well. But now she must. She didn’t want to, but she looked toward Deglin. He was smiling at her and it wasn’t a nice smile.
The four silver coins. There would be no more to add to them.
That night, she worked beside Old Firren and Cleve to prepare the evening meal. She paid little attention to the men’s talk as they went about their familiar tasks. She worked, saying nothing, knowing she must be grateful because she was alive and Taby was alive. The night was clear overhead, the stars brilliant, the moon nearly full. They were camped close to shore, the longboat pulled onto the narrow beach and covered with pine branches. The tents were up, several fires lit, and now the smells from her venison stew filled the soft evening air.
After the meal, when the men lay about on their furs, warm by the fires, their bellies full, Deglin rose, stretched to his full height, which wasn’t all that impressive, then coughed behind his hand to soothe his voice and took a small sipping drink of ale. He stared at all the men, gaining their full attention, then he said, “When Grunlige the Dane killed his hands with the ice, he knew that he had failed himself. He had believed himself safe and secure in his own strength and now he had killed part of himself; not his enemies, but he himself had done it. He was a proud man, a man without rival, a man with great strength and skills, but he had only himself to blame for the death of his hands. He looked down at them, saw the withered claws, the fingernails that were blue and ridged, curling up about the edges. He called his son to him and said, ‘Innar, it is over with me. I bequeath all that I have to you. Do not kill yourself as I have done.’
“Then he hugged his son to his chest and dismissed him. Three days later his men found him dead at the bottom of a ravine. He’d had one of his men chop off his hands and they lay there in the morning sun, shriveled and blackened, and all knew he’d stared at his hands until he had lost all his blood and died.
“His son, Innar, did not weep, for he believed his father to have done the right thing. Like his father, he was proud and sure of himself, but he held no great respect for the old man whose seed had created him. He had no wish to cleave bulls in half, no wish to use great strength to bend those to his will, for he had not the great strength of his father in any case. Instead, he wanted to go araiding and amass wealth. What his father had left him wasn’t enough. He gathered his father’s men together and told them that they would sail to Kiev. On their way there, they would gather slaves and sell them in the slave market of Khagan-Rus. He was brave when he was surrounded by his father’s men for they were seasoned warriors and knew well how to kill and plunder.