Lost - Michael Robotham [104]
Totally disoriented, I can’t find the surface. I’m dragged sideways by the current and carried down a pipe or tunnel. My fingernails are torn and broken as they claw at the slick sides.
Seconds later I tumble into another vertical shaft. Snatching half a breath, I suck in silt and shit and detritus. I’m in a flooded sewer, full of reeking gases and decomposing turds. I’m going to die down here.
There are flashes of light above me. Iron grates. I reach out and my fingers close around the metal bars. The pressure of the water surges against my chest and neck, filling my mouth with foulness.
Holding my mouth and nose above the water, I try to push the grate upward. It won’t budge. The force of the water pulls me horizontally.
Through the grate I see lights. Moving shapes. Pedestrians. Traffic. I try to scream something. They can’t hear me. Someone steps off the pavement and tosses a cigarette into the gutter. Red sparks shower into my eyes.
“Help me! Help me!”
Something is crawling on my shoulder. A rat digs its claws into my shirt, dragging its sodden body from the current. I can smell wet fur and see sharp teeth, reflected in the square of light. My whole body shudders. Rats are all around me clinging to crevices.
Finger by finger, my hands surrender. I can’t hold on much longer. The current is too strong. I think of Luke. He had such great lungs; air-sucking bags. He could hold his breath for much longer than I could, but not beneath the ice.
He was a stubborn little tyke. I used to give him Chinese burns. “Give up?” I’d say.
Tears would be welling in his eyes. “Never!”
“You just have to give up and I won’t hurt you anymore.”
“No.”
In awe of him I’d offer a truce, but he’d refuse.
“OK, OK, you win,” I’d say, sick of the game and embarrassed at hurting him.
My last finger surrenders. I roll faceup in the current and take a deep sulfurous breath. Washed into darkness, I tumble over a waterfall and get dragged into a larger pipe.
I don’t know where the ransom has gone. Washed away, along with my shoes. And what of Mickey—is she drowning somewhere ahead of me or behind me? I heard a soft cry when I peered into the pipe. Perhaps it was the wind or the rats.
So this is how it ends! I am going to drown in stinking slime water, which is pretty much how I’ve lived—in a putrid soup of thieves, liars, murderers and victims. I’m a rat catcher and a sewer hunter, a bone grubber and a muck dredger. Poverty, ignorance and inequality create criminals, and I lock them away so that polite society doesn’t have to smell them or fear them.
My shoulder strikes something hard and the pressure of the water rolls me over. Gulping a mouthful of air, I flay from side to side, trying to find a handhold as I tumble down a sloping ramp or weir.
Blindly, I plunge into a deep pool. I don’t know which way is up. I could be swimming away from safety. My hand breaks the surface but the current won’t let me go. A whirlpool drags me around and around, sucking me under. I want the air but the water wins.
The end is close now. I’m inside a narrow pipe, barely wide enough for my shoulders. There is no air pocket. My chest feels like it is wrapped in cables pulled tight with a ratchet.
I need to breathe. Carbon dioxide is building up in my blood. I’m being poisoned from within. The instinct not to breathe is being overcome by the agony of airlessness. My mouth opens. The first involuntary breath fills my windpipe with water. My throat contracts but can’t stop water flooding into my lungs. I’m as helpless as the day I was born.
My shoulders are no longer scraping along the walls. A different, slower current has picked me up, turning me over and over like a leaf caught in a gust of wind.
I’m dying but I can’t accept it. Above me—or maybe it’s below—there is a solid gray light. I feel myself rising, fighting for the surface;