Micah - Laurell K. Hamilton [24]
I missed the spill of his hair around his face, but he’d left it in its braid, and I didn’t tell him to take it down. Sometimes it was good not to have all that hair flying loose. It could get in the way.
I let my gaze settle last on the swell of him, so hard, so long. Long enough that he could touch his own belly button without using his hands. Thick enough that I couldn’t get finger and thumb completely around him when he was at his thickest. I came back up to his face and met those eyes, the delicate curve of his face.
“You are so beautiful,” I said.
He smiled. “Shouldn’t that be my line?”
I pulled at the garter belt. “You want me to leave this and the hose on, or take them off?”
“Can you get the underwear off without the garter coming off?” he asked.
I put my thumbs under the edge of the lace panties and slipped them off. Jean-Claude had broken me of wearing the panties on the inside. He said that was only for looks. For real, you put the panties on last, so they can come off first. I didn’t say that out loud, because I wasn’t sure Micah really wanted to be reminded right now that I was having sex with other men. He shared well and didn’t seem to mind, but talking about another lover in the midst of sex just seemed bad form.
I stood there for a moment in nothing but the garter belt, the hose, and the heels. I stood there until his eyes filled with that darkness that men’s eyes fill with in the moment they realize you won’t say no. There is something of possession in that look, something that says mine. I can’t explain it, but I’ve seen enough to know that all men do it, at least part of the time. Do women have a look that’s similar? Maybe. Did I? Without a mirror I might never know.
He crawled across the bed to me and said, “Come here.” His hand wrapped around my wrist, pulling me against the bed, but I had to climb up on it, had to let him help pull me onto it.
He led me until we crawled to the head of the bed. He pulled me onto all those pillows. So many pillows, so high, that I was propped up against them. I was almost sitting up. Almost.
I expected Micah to lie down with me, but he didn’t.
He knelt and said, “Bend your knees.”
I wasn’t exactly sure what he had in mind, but I bent my knees firmly together, curling my legs, heels and all, against the front of my body. It felt very posed, but the smile on his face made it worth it. The smile said that I’d done exactly what he wanted me to do. He laid his hands on the top of the hose and ran them down that silky length until his hands curled around my ankles. He spread my legs with his hands on my ankles, spread me wide. He put my feet in the high heels to either side, knees bent. Apparently my legs weren’t quite wide enough, because he spread them just a little wider.
He leaned back from me on his knees and just looked down at me. “Wow,” he said, and his voice came out in a hoarse growl. An innocent word, said in a tone that made it anything but innocent.
“God, what a view.” And his voice was still that low, growling bass, as if it should have hurt to talk. He trailed his hands down my thighs until he ran out of hose and traced fingertips along my bare thighs. He slid his hands under my buttocks, cupping my ass. He lay down with his hands still cupped under my body. He propped himself up on his elbows and stared up the length of my body at me.
My voice was breathy. “That’s why you kept the braid in.”
“Yes,” he whispered, and began to lower his face down toward me, the way you’d move in slowly for a kiss. He hesitated. “The angle’s not quite right.” He lifted me up, as if he could hold me forever in his hands like an offering to