Mildred Pierce - James M. Cain [44]
"When he gets the pie."
"What pie?"
"The pie you're going to send him. It's going to be a very special pie. It doesn't appeal to his stomach, except incidentally. It appeals to his higher nature, and in Bert, that means his vanity. It's a pie you've been fooling around with, and you want his opinion on its commercial possibilities."
"I don't really mind making Bert a pie."
"Then get at it."
So Mildred made him a pie, a deep-dish creation, filled with crabapples cunningly candied with sugar so as to bring out the tart of the apples as well as the crystal sweetness of the sugar. It was about as commercial as a hand-whittled clothespin, but she wrote a little note, asking his opinion, and a little P.S., saying she had put his initials on it to see if she could still do monograms. She sent it by Letty, and sure enough, around the middle of the week, there came another invitation to- the children, for Sunday dinner. That time she took care to have her pies out of the way early, and to make a cold lunch. It was Letty's Sunday on, and Mildred had her serve the lunch in the den, preceding it with a cocktail. These attentions Bert accepted gravely, and discussed the pie at length, saying he thought it would be a knockout. There was a great field, he said, in ready pastries, since people no longer kept the servants they used to, and were often stumped for a company dessert. All this was what Mildred had been thinking for some time, but that didn't occur to her particularly, and she was genuinely happy to hear such hopeful opinion. Then Bert said it all over again, and then a pause fell between them. Then he said: "Well Mildred, I told you I'd think that little matter over, and I have."
"Well?"
"Of course any way you look at it, it's unpleasant."
"It certainly is for me."
"It's just one of those things that two people hate to think about. But we really got nothing to do with it."
"I don't know what you mean, Bert."
"I mean, whether it's unpleasant for us, that's not it. It's what's best for those kids that counts, and that's what we got to think about. And talk about."
"Did I ever have any other reason? It's for them that I want to take advantage of this opportunity. If I can make a go of it, I can give them what I want them to have, and what you ought to want them to have, too."
"I want to do my share."
"Nobody's asking you to do anything. I know that when you're able, you'll be only too glad to do- anything you can. But now-did I say one word about it? Did I?"
"Mildred, there's one thing I can do, and if you're set on this, I want to do it. I can see that you have a place to sleep, and that the kids have, and that nobody can take it away from you. I want to give you the house."
Mildred, caught wholly by surprise, wanted to laugh and wanted to cry. The house had long - ceased to be a possession, so far as she was concerned. It was a place that she lived in, and that crushed her beneath interest, taxes, and upkeep. That Bert, with a straight face, should offer it to her at this time struck her as merely grotesque. And yet she remembered what Mrs. Gessler had said, and knew she was in the presence of a man and his pride. She got up suddenly, went over, and put her arms around him. "You don't have to do that."
"Mildred, I want to."
"If you want to, there's only one thing I can do, and that is, take it. But you don't have to. I want you to know that."
"All right, but you've got to take it."
"I'm sorry I said what I did about Mrs. Biederhof."
"I've been hating myself for what I said about Wally. Christ, I know there'd never be anything between you and that fat slob. But—"
"We keep saying things."
"That's it. That we don't mean."
"That we couldn't mean, Bert. Don't you think I hate this just as much as you do? But it's got to be. For their sake."
"Yeah, for their sake."
They talked low and close for a long time, and then got to laughing over the way he looked when she hit him with the dough. Then they got to laughing over the charges she would have to bring, and the cruelties he had been guilty of.