Miles Errant - Lois McMaster Bujold [285]
"So . . . do you approve of it, or not?" he asked, puzzled.
"I'm not sure my approval matters. The Imperium is like a very large and disjointed symphony, composed by a committee. Over a three-hundred year period. Played by a gang of amateur volunteers. It has enormous inertia, and is fundamentally fragile. It is neither unchanging nor unchangeable. It can crush you like a blind elephant."
"What a heartening thought."
She smiled. "We aren't plunging you into total strangeness, tonight. Ivan and your Aunt Alys will be there, and young Lord and Lady Vortala. And the others you've met here in the past few weeks."
Fruit of the excruciating private dinner parties. From before the Count's collapse, there had been a select parade of visitors to Vorkosigan House to meet him. Countess Cordelia had determinedly continued the process despite the week-old medical crisis, in preparation for this night.
"I expect everyone will be trolling for inside information on Aral's condition," she added.
"What should I tell 'em?"
"Flat truth is always easiest to keep track of. Aral is at ImpMil awaiting a heart to be grown for transplant, and being a very bad patient. His physician is threatening alternately to tie him to his bed or resign if he doesn't behave. You don't need to go into all the medical details."
Details that would reveal just how badly damaged the Prime Minister was. Quite. " . . . What if they ask me about Miles?"
"Sooner or later," she took a breath, "if ImpSec doesn't find the body, sooner or later there must be a formal declaration of death. While Aral lives, I would rather it be later. No one outside of the highest echelons of ImpSec, Emperor Gregor, and a few government officials knows Miles is anything but an ImpSec courier officer of modest rank. It is a perfectly true statement that he is away on duty. Most who inquire after him will be willing to accept that ImpSec hasn't confided to you where they sent him or for how long."
"Galen once said," Mark began, and stopped.
The Countess gave him a level look. "Is Galen much on your mind, tonight?"
"Somewhat," Mark admitted. "He trained me for this, too. We did all the major ceremonies of the Imperium, because he didn't know in advance just what time of year he'd drop me in. The Emperor's Birthday, the Midsummer Review, Winterfair—all of 'em. I can't do this and not think of him, and how much he hated the Imperium."
"He had his reasons."
"He said . . . Admiral Vorkosigan was a murderer."
The Countess sighed, and sat back. "Yes?"
"Was he?"
"You've had a chance to observe him for yourself. What do you think?"
"Lady . . . I'm a murderer. And I can't tell."
Her eyes narrowed. "Justly put. Well. His military career was long and complex—and bloody—and a matter of public record. But I imagine Galen's main focus was the Solstice Massacre, in which his sister Rebecca died."
Mark nodded mutely.
"The Barrayaran expedition's Political Officer, not Aral, ordered that atrocious event. Aral executed him for it with his own hands, when he found out. Without the formality of a court martial, unfortunately. So he evades one charge, but not the other. So yes. He is a murderer."
"Galen said it was to cover up the evidence. There'd been a verbal order, and only the Political Officer knew it."
"So how could Galen know it? Aral says otherwise. I believe Aral."
"Galen said he was a torturer."
"No," said the Countess flatly. "That was Ges Vorrutyer, and Prince Serg. Their faction is now extinct." She smiled a thin, sharp smile.
"A madman."
"No one on Barrayar is sane, by Betan standards." She gave him an amused look. "Not even you and me."
Especially not me. He took a small breath. "A sodomite."
She tilted her head. "Does that matter, to you?"
"It was . . . prominent, in Galen's conditioning of me."
"I know."
"You do? Dammit . . ." Was he glass, to these people? A feelie-drama for their amusement? Except the Countess didn't seem amused. "An ImpSec report, no doubt," he said bitterly.
"They fast-penta'd one of Galen's surviving subordinates.