Miles Errant - Lois McMaster Bujold [320]
If I encounter Vasa Luigi again, the clones will be the least of my worries, Mark thought wryly. What did he want of a personal visit anyway? Was he still trying to pass himself off as a hero? A hero should be more self-contained and austere. Not so desperate for praise as to pursue his—victims—begging for it. Surely he'd played the fool enough. "No," he sighed at last. "If any of them ever want to talk to me, they can find me, I guess." No heroine was going to kiss him anyway.
The Countess raised her brows at his tone, but shrugged agreement.
Led by Bothari-Jesek, they turned to more practical matters involving fuel costs and life-support system repairs. Bothari-Jesek and the Countess—who, Mark was reminded, had been a ship captain herself once—were deep into a startlingly technical discussion involving Necklin rod adjustments, when the comconsole image split, and Simon Illyan's face appeared.
"Hello, Elena." He nodded to her, in the comconsole's station chair. "I wish to speak with Cordelia, please."
Bothari-Jesek smiled, nodded, muted the outgoing audio, and slid aside. She beckoned urgently to the Countess, whispering, "Do we have trouble?"
"He's going to block us," worried Mark, agitated, as the Countess settled into the comconsole's station chair. "He's going to nail me to the floor, I know he is."
"Hush," reproved the Countess, smiling slightly. "Both of you sit over there and resist the temptation to talk. Simon is my meat." She re-opened her audio transmission mode. "Yes, Simon, what can I do for you?"
"Milady," Illyan gave her a short nod, "in a word, you can desist. This scheme you are putting forward is unacceptable."
"To whom, Simon? Not to me. Who else gets a vote?"
"Security," Illyan growled.
"You are Security. I'll thank you to take responsibility for your own emotional responses, and not try to shift them onto some vague abstraction. Or get off the line and let me talk to Captain Security, then."
"All right. It's unacceptable to me."
"In a word—tough."
"I request you to desist."
"I refuse. If you want to stop me, ultimately, you'll have to generate an order for Mark's and my arrest."
"I will speak to the Count," said Illyan stiffly, with the air of a man driven to a last resort.
"He's much too ill. And I've spoken with him already."
Illyan swallowed his bluff without gagging, much. "I don't know what you think this unauthorized venture can do, besides muddy the waters, maybe risk lives, and cost you a small fortune."
"Well, that's just the point, Simon. I don't know what Mark will be able to do. And neither do you. The trouble with ImpSec is that you've had no competition lately. You take your monopoly for granted. A bit of hustle will be good for you."
Illyan sat with his teeth clenched for a short time. "You put House Vorkosigan at triple risk, with this," he said at last. "You are endangering your last possible back-up."
"I am aware. And I choose the risk."
"Do you have that right?"
"I have more right than you."
"The government is in the biggest uproar behind closed doors that I've seen in years," said Illyan. "The Centrist Coalition is scrambling to find a man to replace Aral. And so are three other parties."
"Excellent. I hope one of them may succeed before Aral gets back on his feet, or I'll never get him to retire."
"Is that what you see in this?" Illyan demanded. "A chance to end your husband's career? Is this loyal, milady?"
"I see a chance to get him out of Vorbarr Sultana alive," she said icily, "an end I have often despaired of, over the years. You pick your loyalties, I'll pick mine."
"Who is capable of succeeding him?" asked Illyan plaintively.
"A number of men. Racozy, Vorhalas, or Sendorf,