Morgan's Passing - Anne Tyler [106]
She must have eyes in the back of her head. Morgan muttered, “Sorry,” and replaced his cigarette in the pack.
“I could die of embarrassment,” she said.
“Sorry, sweetheart.”
“Are you giving me a ride home afterward?”
“I will if you like.”
“That red-haired girl is Kitty Potts. I hate and despise her,” Gina said. She ran off.
Morgan watched a series of girls perform slow and trembling labors on a balance beam. Periodically, one would fall off and have to climb back on. Gina, when it was her turn, fell off twice. By the time she’d finished, Morgan’s muscles ached; he’d been holding his breath. He remembered that his daughter Kate had also liked gymnastics, a few years back. She’d won several ribbons. In fact, he didn’t believe he’d ever seen her fall or make an error, not once in any meet that he’d attended. He might have just forgotten, of course. But he was sure that her scores had been better. Gina’s was a 4.3, read off by a bored-looking woman at a microphone. Coming here today was an unnatural act, Morgan decided. He really had nothing to do with any of this—the unfamiliar gym, the blazered mothers, someone else’s daughter in a leotard. He wished he could get up and go back to the hardware store.
They’d finished with the balance beam and moved in the horse for vaulting. Morgan thought vaulting was a monotonous event to watch. He tucked his boot in off the floor so the girls could run past him, one by one, for two leaps each. Their arms and legs looked stretched with concentration, and their faces were comically intense. Gina raced by with her eyes tightly focused. She sprang up and cleared the horse, but then she did something wrong. Instead of landing upright, she fell in a twisted heap on the mat.
The mothers went rigid; one laid her needlepoint aside. Morgan leaped to his feet. He was certain Gina’d broken her neck. But no, she was all right, or nearly all right—in tears, but not seriously injured. She rose holding on to one wrist. A young woman in shorts, with a whistle dangling from her neck, bent over her to ask her questions. Gina answered inaudibly, blotting her tears on her sleeve.
The woman led her up the floor again for her second try, though Gina was shaking her head and sobbing. The woman was saying something in a coaxing, reasoning voice. She smoothed Gina’s hair, speaking urgently. It was barbaric. Morgan hated sports. He sat down and put an unlit cigarette in his mouth with a trembling hand.
Gina shrugged the woman away, drew herself up, and narrowed her eyes at the horse. There was still a little catch in her breath. It was the loudest sound in the gym. Everyone leaned forward. Gina set her jaw and started running. By the time she passed Morgan she was a steely, pounding blur. She cleared the horse magnificently and landed in perfect form, with her arms raised high.
Morgan jumped up and flung away his cigarette. He galloped in her footsteps all the way to the horse, and veered around it to hug her. Tears were streaming down his cheeks. “Sweetheart, you were wonderful,” he said. She said, “Oh, Morgan,” and giggled. (She was unscathed; she had forgotten everything.) She slipped away from him to join her teammates. Morgan returned to his seat, beaming and wiping his eyes. “Wasn’t she wonderful,” he told the mothers. He blew his nose in his handkerchief. He felt suddenly joyous and expansive. What could he not accomplish? He was a wide, deep, powerful man, and it was time he took some action.
5
“How was the meet?” Emily asked Gina.
“It was all right.”
“I’m sorry I couldn’t be there. Morgan, do you want to come in?”
“Yes, thank you,” Morgan said. Emily’s appearance shocked him. Four days ago—the last time he’d seen her—she’d been a little drawn, yes, but now her skin had the yellow, cracked look of aged chinaware. “Emily, dear,” he said. Emily slid her eyes sideways, reminding him of Gina, but he ignored her. He didn’t even glance around for Leon, who might very well have returned by now. “I’ve come to take you to a doctor,”