Morgan's Passing - Anne Tyler [81]
“I thought he’d be right around here somewhere,” Emily said, gazing up and down the boardwalk.
“Maybe he stopped at a café.”
“Oh, he’d never do that on his own.”
This interested him. “Why not?” he asked. “What would he have against it?”
She didn’t answer. She set her hands on the boardwalk railing and looked out at the ocean. It was five o’clock at least, maybe later, and only one or two swimmers remained. A single white Styrofoam raft skated away on the surf. Couples strolled along the edge, dressed in clean, dry clothing that gave them the lovingly tended look of small children awakened from naps. There were flattened squares of sand where families had been camped on blankets, and abandoned drip-castles and bucket-shaped towers. But no Leon. “Maybe he’s back at the cottage,” Morgan said. “Emily?”
She was crying. Tears rolled singly down her cheeks while she faced straight ahead, wide-eyed. “Why, Emily,” Morgan said. He wished Bonny were here. He put an arm around Emily, clumsily, and said what he supposed Bonny might say. “There, now. Never mind,” he told her, and when she turned toward him, he folded her in to him and said, “Never you mind, Emily.” Her hair smelled like fresh linen that had hung to dry in the sun all day. The camera, which she clutched to her chest, made a boxy shape between them, but elsewhere she was soft and boneless, surprisingly slight; there was nothing to her. He was startled by a sudden ache that made him tighten his arms and pull her hard against him. His head grew light. She made some sound, a kind of gasp, and tore away. “Emily, wait!” he said. It was difficult to get his breath. He said, “Emily, let me explain,” but she had already backed off, and Morgan was left reeling and hot-faced with shame, and before he could straighten out this new catastrophe, he looked down and saw Leon passing below them, absorbed in the evening paper.
10
They lost their good weather on Monday and didn’t see the sun again till Thursday, and by then it was too late; everyone remaining in the cottage was annoyed with everyone else. Billy and Priscilla left early, in a huff—Priscilla driving Brindle’s car. Louisa quarreled with Kate about some blueberry muffins, and Bonny told Morgan that he’d have to take Louisa in the pickup, going home. She certainly couldn’t travel with the two of them together. But Morgan didn’t want to take her. He looked forward to making the trip alone, with an extra-early start and no stops along the way. Then as soon as he reached home, he figured, he would pay a call on Joshua Bennett, the antique dealer. And maybe afterward he’d wander on downtown, just to see what he’d missed. No, there wasn’t any room for Louisa in his plans. So Saturday morning, while the others were still packing, he threw his encyclopedia into the truckbed. “Goodbye, everybody,” he said, and he left. Traveling down their little street, before he turned onto the highway, he could look in the rear-view mirror and see Kate chasing after him, and Bonny descending the porch steps calling something, and Louisa shading her eyes in the door. In this family, you could never have a simple leavetaking. There were always threads and tangles trailing.
He drove slightly over the speed limit, once even swerving to the shoulder of the road to bypass a line of cars. He had only a few minutes’ wait at the Kent Narrows and none at all on the Bridge. Skimming across the Bridge, he felt he was soaring. He reached the city limits at eleven, and was home by eleven-twenty—long before Bonny and the others.
The yard was overgrown, littered with rolled newspapers. The house was cool and musty-smelling behind its drawn shades, and there was a mountain of mail in the hall beneath the mail slot. In the dining room Brindle sat playing solitaire. Coffee stains yellowed the front of her bathrobe. She trilled her fingers absently