Nemesis - Agatha Christie [3]
‘Poor Mr Rafiel, I hope he didn’t — suffer.’
Probably not. Probably he’d been kept by expensive doctors under sedatives, easing the end. He had suffered a great deal in those weeks in the Caribbean. He’d nearly always been in pain. A brave man.
A brave man. She was sorry he was dead because she thought that though he’d been elderly and an invalid and ill, the world had lost something through his going. She had no idea what he could have been like in business. Ruthless, she thought, and rude and over-mastering and aggressive. A great attacker. But — but a good friend, she thought. And somewhere in him a deep kind of kindness that he was very careful never to show on the surface. A man she admired and respected. Well, she was sorry he was gone and she hoped he hadn’t minded too much and that his passing had been easy. And now he would be cremated no doubt and put in some large, handsome marble vault. She didn’t even know if he’d been married. He had never mentioned a wife, never mentioned children. A lonely man? Or had his life been so full that he hadn’t needed to feel lonely? She wondered.
She sat there quite a long time that afternoon, wondering about Mr Rafiel. She had never expected to see him again after she had returned to England and she never had seen him again. Yet in some queer way she could at any moment have felt she was in touch with him. If he had approached her or had suggested that they meet again, feeling perhaps a bond because of a life that had been saved between them, or of some other bond. A bond —
‘Surely,’ said Miss Marple, aghast at an idea that had come into her mind, ‘there can’t be a bond of ruthlessness between us?’ Was she, Jane Marple — could she ever be — ruthless? ‘D’you know,’ said Miss Marple to herself, ‘it’s extraordinary, I never thought about it before. I believe, you know, I could be ruthless…’
The door opened and a dark, curly head was popped in. It was Cherry, the welcome successor to Miss Bishop — Miss Knight.
‘Did you say something?’ said Cherry.
‘I was speaking to myself,’ said Miss Marple, ‘I just wondered if I could ever be ruthless.’
‘What, you?’ said Cherry. ‘Never! You’re kindness itself.’
‘All the same,’ said Miss Marple, ‘I believe I could be ruthless if there was due cause.’
‘What would you call due cause?’
‘In the cause of justice,’ said Miss Marple.
‘You did have it in for little Gary Hopkins I must say,’ said Cherry. ‘When you caught him torturing his cat that day. Never knew you had it in you to go for anyone like that! Scared him stiff, you did. He’s never forgotten it.’
‘I hope he hasn’t tortured any more cats.’
‘Well, he’s made sure you weren’t about if he did,’ said Cherry. ‘In fact I’m not at all sure as there isn’t other boys as got scared. Seeing you with your wool and the pretty things you knits and all that — anyone would think you were gentle as a lamb. But there’s times I could say you’d behave like a lion if you was goaded into it.’
Miss Marple looked a little doubtful. She could not quite see herself in the rôle in which Cherry was now casting her. Had she ever — she paused on the reflection, recalling various moments — there had been intense irritation with Miss Bishop — Knight. (Really, she must not forget names in this way.) But her irritation had shown itself in more or