Never Apologise, Never Explain - James Craig [36]
‘My boyfriend reckons it’s a joke,’ she continued, ‘but it’s not like it’s his problem. Anyway, he’s rarely about.’ She reached across the table and touched the back of Carlyle’s hand. ‘This is really stressing me out.’
Instinctively moving away, Carlyle sat back in his chair. Ignoring his feelings of discomfort, he concentrated on trying to empathise. ‘I can understand.’
‘Josh confronted the guy one morning, but he just kind of shuffled off. He disappeared for a few days, but then he came back.’
The boyfriend was Josh Harris, an England rugby player. One of those guys who was as broad as he was tall. He was a lock or a prop or something. Carlyle knew nothing about rugby, it being too middle-class for his tastes – just another one of those sad minority-interest sports that wasn’t football. He had, however, seen the pair of them once or twice in the party pages of one of the free newspapers. Helen had teased him about his ‘celebrity friend’. For some reason, he felt embarrassed about it.
‘Have you spoken to the police?’ he asked.
‘You are the police,’ she pouted.
‘I mean formally.’
‘Yes. I had a formal meeting with a Sergeant Singleton, a woman, at Fulham police station.’
‘Fulham?’ Carlyle repeated.
‘That’s where I live.’
‘Okay.’
‘I gave her copies of the letters.’
‘Do you have them with you?’ Carlyle asked.
‘Of course.’ Snowdon stuck a hand into her large tan shoulder bag, and pulled out a small bundle of envelopes held together with a red elastic band. She pulled off the band and handed the bunch of letters to Carlyle.
‘Thanks.’ He made a show of studying the envelopes. A couple of the postmarks were too smudged, but the rest had all clearly been sent via the same SW7 sorting office, suggesting, perhaps, that the guy was a local resident. Carefully removing each letter from its envelope, he laid everything out on the table. They were all written in blue biro on the same cheap, thin, white A5 paper. The handwriting was neat, but laboured, like that of a ten year old, making the sentiments seem all the more inappropriate. After what he hoped was a period of decent consideration, he replaced them all in their envelopes and handed them back to Snowdon.
‘What did Sergeant . . .’ His mind went blank.
‘Singleton.’
‘What did she say?’
‘She said that they would act on any complaint.’
‘So,’ Carlyle asked, ‘did you make one?’
‘No.’
‘Why not?’
‘Two reasons.’ She sat up in her chair, flicking a strand of loose hair from her eyes. ‘First of all, I didn’t think it would make much difference.’
It was a reasonable assumption. Information prised from the Metropolitan Police Force by journalists, using the Freedom of Information Act, suggested that half of reported crimes were ‘screened out’ (i.e. ignored) on the grounds that they were unlikely to be solved. Even someone like Rosanna Snowdon was unlikely to get much joy from the system when it came to such a low-key problem as this.
‘And secondly,’ she continued, ‘I don’t want the publicity.’
Carlyle stared at her and raised his eyebrows.
She made a face. ‘Really. It would not be good for my image for this business to come out.’
‘Why is that?’
She looked at him, as if not wanting to have to spell it out.
He waited.
‘It would make me look weak,’ she said finally, ‘like a silly girl. Serious journalists don’t get stalked by fans.’ She thought about this last statement. ‘Serious journalists don’t have fans, full stop.’
Carlyle nodded as sympathetically as he could manage. Were there any ‘serious’ journalists any more? he wondered privately. Chained to a desk, churning out the same stories as everyone else, while anyone who could be bothered to read their stories could do it first, and for free, on the Internet; surely you were either just a hack drone or a celebrity ‘face’ these days? Both of them knew which one was the better option.
She reached back into her bag and pulled out a mobile. ‘I have a couple of pictures of the guy that I took