New York_ The Novel - Edward Rutherfurd [406]
She opened the door.
There were two people standing on the top step. The woman was fair, in her fifties, a complete stranger. The man was burly, wearing a black coat and a homburg hat. She stared at them.
“I’m sorry it’s so early,” said the woman. She looked awkward. Her accent was British.
“Well,” said the man, “aren’t you going to ask your Uncle Herman in?”
They were standing in the kitchen. Downstairs, her father was still playing the piano, oblivious to their presence.
“I told you he plays well,” Uncle Herman said to his wife.
“You shouldn’t have come,” said Sarah’s mother. “You should have written. You should have telephoned, at least.”
“I did say to him …” said Uncle Herman’s wife, but nobody paid attention to her.
“And be told to stay away?” said Uncle Herman. “So I’m here.” He looked at Michael. “You I remember.” He looked at Nathan. “You I don’t know. I’m your Uncle Herman.”
Esther Adler glanced at Herman’s wife, then addressed her brother-in-law.
“I don’t want to say what happened.”
“She knows,” he boomed. “She knows.” He turned to his wife. “I told you. They sat shiva for me when I married you, because you’re not Jewish. I’m dead to them. You understand? They treated me like a dead person. They called all their friends to come and mourn for me, and they never spoke of me again. This is what we do, in families like ours. We’re very particular.”
“I never heard of such a thing before,” his wife said to them apologetically. “I didn’t know.”
“You don’t have to worry,” said Uncle Herman. “It’s only me that’s dead. Not you.”
“You have to go, Herman,” said Mrs. Adler. “I’ll tell him you came. Maybe he’ll see you. I don’t know.”
“This is stupid,” said Uncle Herman.
Sarah said nothing. She slipped from the room.
Her father did not even hear her come into the waiting room where he was playing, but when he saw her, he smiled. His face seemed so contented, and as she looked at him, she felt such love. She stood beside him.
“Father,” she said gently, “something’s happened. I have to tell you something.”
He paused in his playing.
“What is it, Sarah?”
“You have to be prepared for a shock.”
He stopped and half turned. His face looked anxious.
“It’s all right. Nobody’s hurt. Nobody’s sick.” She took a deep breath. “Uncle Herman is here. With his wife.” She paused. “The wife is quite nice. Uncle Herman doesn’t listen to her.” She smiled. “He’s just like I remember him. But Mother’s sending them away. Is that what you want?”
For a long moment, her father said nothing.
“Herman is here?”
“Yes. He just showed up. On the doorstep.”
“With this woman he married? He comes without warning, and he brings this woman to my house?”
“He wants to see you. I think he wants to be reconciled. Maybe he’ll apologize.” She hesitated. “It has been a long time,” she added gently.
“A long time. I commit an offense. I wait a few years. Does this make the offense go away? Does this make it right?”
“No, Father. But maybe if you talk to him …”
Her father was leaning forward now, staring down at the piano’s ivory keys. He shook his head. Then he rocked his body back and forth.
“I cannot see him,” he said softly.
“Maybe if—”
“You don’t understand. I cannot see him. I cannot bear …”
And suddenly Sarah understood. Her father wasn’t angry, he was in terrible pain.
“This is how it begins,” he said. “Always it is the same. In Germany, the Jews thought they were Germans, and they intermarried. But then, even if you had a Jewish grandmother or great-grandmother … they killed you. You think the Jews will be accepted? It is an illusion.”
“That was Hitler—”
“And before that it was the Poles, it was the Russians, it was the Spanish Inquisition … Many countries have accepted the Jews, Sarah, and always they have turned against them in the end. The Jews will only survive if they are strong. This is the lesson of history.” He looked