No More Parades_ A Novel - Ford Madox Ford [26]
He found no orders in a hut as full as ever of the dull mists and odours of khaki, but he found in revenge a fine upstanding, blond, Canadian-born lance-corporal of old Colonial lineage, with a moving story as related by Sergeant-Major Cowley:
'This man, sir, of the Canadian Railway lot, 'is mother's just turned up in the town, come on from Eetarpels. Come all the way from Toronto where she was bedridden.' Tietjens said:
'Well, what about it? Get a move on.'
The man wanted leave to go to his mother who was waiting in a decent estaminet at the end of the tramline just outside the camp where the houses of the town began.
Tietjens said: 'It's impossible. It's absolutely impossible. You know that.'
The man stood erect and expressionless; his blue eyes looked confoundedly honest to Tietjens who was cursing himself. He said to the man:
'You can see for yourself that it's impossible, can't you?' The man said slowly:
'Not knowing the regulations in these circumstances I can't say, sir. But my mother's is a very special case...She's lost two sons already.'
Tietjens said:
'A great many people have...Do you understand, if you went absent off my pass I might--I quite possibly might--lose my commission? I'm responsible for you fellows getting up the line.'
The man looked down at his feet. Tietjens said to himself that it was Valentine Wannop doing this to him. He ought to turn the man down at once. He was pervaded by a sense of her being. It was imbebile. Yet it was so. He said to the man:
'You said good-bye to your mother, didn't you, in Toronto, before you left?'
The man said:
'No, sir.' He had not seen his mother in seven years. He had been up in the Chilkoot when war broke out and had not heard of it for ten months. Then he had at once joined up in British Columbia, and had been sent straight through for railway work, on to Aldershot where the Canadians had a camp in building. He had not known that his brothers were killed till he got there and his mother, being bedridden at the news, had not been able to get to Toronto when his batch had passed through. She lived about sixty miles from Toronto. Now she had risen from her bed like a miracle and come all the way. A widow: sixty-two years of age. Very feeble.
It occurred to Tietjens as it occurred to him ten times a day that it was idiotic of him to figure Valentine Wannop to himself. He had not the slightest idea where she was: in what circumstances, or even in what house. He did not suppose she and her mother had stayed on in that dog-kennel of a place in Bedford Park. They would be fairly comfortable. His father had left them money. 'It is preposterous,' he said to himself, 'to persist in figuring a person to yourself when you have no idea of where they are.' He said to the man:
'Wouldn't it do if you saw your mother at the camp gate, by the guard-room?'
'Not much of a leave-taking, sir,' the man said; 'she not allowed in the camp and I not allowed out. Talking under a sentry's nose very likely.'
Tietjens said to himself:
'What a monstrous absurdity this is of seeing and talking, for a minute or so! You meet and talk...' And next day at the same hour. Nothing...As well not to meet or talk...Yet the mere fantastic idea of seeing Valentine Wannop for a minute...She not allowed in the camp and he not going out. Talking under a sentry's nose, very likely...It had made him smell primroses. Primroses, like Miss Wannop. He said to the sergeant-major:
'What sort of a fellow is this?' Cowley, in open-mouthed suspense, gasped like a fish. Tietjens said:
'I suppose your mother is fairly feeble to stand in the cold?'
'A very decent man, sir,' the sergeant-major got out, 'one of the best. No trouble. A perfectly clean conduct sheet. Very good education. A railway engineer in civil life...Volunteered, of course, sir.'
'That's the odd thing,' Tietjens said to the man, 'that the percentages of absentees is as great amongst the volunteers