Obsidian Butterfly - Laurell K. Hamilton [56]
“Yes, I do, but I’ve had to accept what I am, Edward. This mystical crap is a part of who and what I am. I can’t run from it because it is me. You can’t hide from yourself, not forever, and you can’t ever outrun yourself. I raise the dead for a living, Edward. Why should it be a shock that I may have other abilities?”
“It’s not,” he said.
I glanced at him, but he was watching the road, and I couldn’t read his face. “It’s not,” I said.
“I called you in to be backup not just because you’re a shooter, but because you know more about preternatural stuff than anyone else I know, that I trust. You hate the psychics and the mediums, because you are one, but you still deal in reality, and that makes you different from the rest of them.”
“You’re wrong, Edward. I saw a soul today hovering in that room. It was real, just as real as the gun in your holster. Psychics, witches, mediums, they all deal in reality. It’s just not the same reality that you deal with, but it is real, Edward, it is very, very real.”
He didn’t say anything to that, just let the silence fill the car, and I was content with silence because I was tired, terribly, terribly tired. I’d found that doing psychic shit sometimes exhausted me a hell of a lot faster than physical labor. I ran four miles every other day, lifted weights, took Kenpo class, and Judo, and none of it made me as tired as having stood in that field and opened myself to that thing. I never sleep in a car because I don’t trust the driver not to have a wreck and kill me. That is the truth about why I don’t sleep in cars, no matter what I say out loud. My mother was killed in a car accident, and I’ve never really trusted cars since.
I settled down in my seat, trying to find a comfortable place for my head. I was suddenly so tired, so tired my eyes burned. I closed my eyes just to rest them, and sleep dragged at me like a hand pulling me under. I could have fought it, but I didn’t. I needed the rest, and I needed it now, or I wouldn’t be worth shit soon. And the thought crossed my mind as I let myself relax that I did trust Edward. I really did. I slept huddled in the seat and didn’t wake until the car stopped.
“We’re here,” Edward said.
I struggled to sit up, feeling stiff, but rested. “Where?”
“Ted’s house.”
I sat up straighter. Ted’s house? Edward’s house. I was finally going to get to see where Edward lived. I was going to snoop and strip some of his mystery away. If I didn’t get killed, finding out Edward’s secrets would make the entire trip worthwhile. If I did get killed, I’d come back and haunt Edward, see if I could make him see ghosts after all.
17
THE HOUSE WAS ADOBE and looked old or genuine, not that I was an expert, but there was a feel to the house of age. We unloaded my luggage from the back of the Hummer but I had eyes mostly for the house. Edward’s house. I’d never really hoped to see where he lived. He was like Batman. He rode into town, saved your ass, then vanished, and you never really expected an invitation to see the Bat Cave. Now here I was standing in front of it. Cool.
It wasn’t what I’d pictured. I’d thought maybe a high-tech condo in the city. LA maybe. This modest appearing adobe house hugging the land was just not what I’d had in mind. It was part of his secret identity, his Tedness, but still, Edward lived here, and there had to be more reason than just Ted would have liked it. I was beginning to think I really didn’t know Edward at all.
The light over the front door switched on, and I had to turn away, shielding my night vision. I’d been staring right at it when it glared to life. I had two thoughts: one, who had turned on the light; two, the door was blue. The door was painted a blue-violet, a rich, rich color. I could also see the window nearest the door. Its trim was painted the same vibrant blue.
I’d seen it at the airport, though with more flowers and an addition of fuchsia. I asked, “What’s with the blue door and trim?”
“Maybe I like it,” he said.
“I’ve seen a lot of doors painted blue or turquoise