Of Human Bondage - W. Somerset Maugham [130]
He was not sorry when a change in the weather, announcing the definite end of the long summer, drove them all back to Paris.
XLVIII
When Philip returned to Amitrano’s he found that Fanny Price was no longer working there. She had given up the key of her locker. He asked Mrs. Otter whether she knew what had become of her; and Mrs. Otter, with a shrug of the shoulders, answered that she had probably gone back to England. Philip was relieved. He was profoundly bored by her ill-temper. Moreover, she insisted on advising him about his work, looked upon it as a slight when he did not follow her precepts, and would not understand that he felt himself no longer the duffer he had been at first. Soon he forgot all about her. He was working in oils now and he was full of enthusiasm. He hoped to have something done of sufficient importance to send to the following year’s Salon. Lawson was painting a portrait of Miss Chalice. She was very paintable, and all the young men who had fallen victims to her charm had made portraits of her. A natural indolence, joined with a passion for picturesque attitudes, made her an excellent sitter ; and she had enough technical knowledge to offer useful criticisms. Since her passion for art was chiefly a passion to live the life of artists, she was quite content to neglect her own work. She liked the warmth of the studio, and the opportunity to smoke innumerable cigarettes ; and she spoke in a low, pleasant voice of the love of art and the art of love. She made no clear distinction between the two.
Lawson was painting with infinite labor, working till he could hardly stand for days and then scraping out all he had done. He would have exhausted the patience of anyone but Ruth Chalice. At last he got into a hopeless muddle.
“The only thing is to take a new canvas and start afresh,” he said. “I know exactly what I want now, and it won’t take me long.”
Philip was present at the time, and Miss Chalice said to him:
“Why don’t you paint me too? You’ll be able to learn a lot by watching Mr. Lawson.”
It was one of Miss Chalice’s delicacies that she always addressed her lovers by their surnames.
“I should like it awfully if Lawson wouldn’t mind.”
“I don’t care a damn,” said Lawson.
It was the first time that Philip set about a portrait, and he began with trepidation but also with pride. He sat by Lawson and painted as he saw him paint. He profited by the example and by the advice which both Lawson and Miss Chalice freely gave him. At last Lawson finished and invited Clutton in to criticize. Clutton had only just come back to Paris. From Provence he had drifted down to Spain, eager to see Velasquez at Madrid, and thence he had gone to Toledo. He stayed there three months, and he was returned with a name new to the young men: he had wonderful things to say of a painter called El Greco, who it appeared could only be studied in Toledo.
“Oh, yes, I know about him,” said Lawson, “he’s the old master whose distinction it is that he painted as badly as the moderns.”
Clutton, more taciturn than ever, did not answer, but he looked at Lawson with a sardonic air.
“Are you going to show us the stuff you’ve brought back from Spain?” asked Philip.
“I didn’t paint in Spain, I was too busy.”
“What did you do then?”
“I thought things out. I believe I’m through with the impressionists; I’ve got an idea they’ll seem very thin and superficial in a few years. I want to make a clean sweep of everything I’ve learnt and start afresh. When I came back I destroyed everything I’d painted. I’ve got nothing in my studio now but an easel, my paints, and some clean canvases.”
“What are you going to do?”
“I don’t know yet. I’ve only got an inkling of what I want.”
He spoke slowly, in a curious manner, as though he were straining to hear