Old Filth - Jane Gardam [8]
Comfortable in the long low boat, Mrs. Feathers in her loose cotton dress—never a sarong—she was the District Officer’s wife—had scarcely looked pregnant. The baby had dropped low in the womb and become very quiet, which its mother knew meant the birth was imminent. In the Long House where they had rested that night, she had not worried that the child might be born early. With the peaceful happiness that often predicts labour, she had smiled and knitted a tiny lace jacket, fondly taking a strand of wool at a time and loosening it, holding it high. She had knitted most of the night, listening to the baboon on the roof clacking like a typewriter in short, unaccountable snatches of baboon monologue.
The wet-nurse, her own baby beside her, lay on the floor, terrified at being a day’s journey down river from home. She whimpered.
“Now, now,” said Mrs. Feathers, patting her. “Hush, don’t be afraid. Tomorrow we’ll be at the Port and the next day the new baby will be here. I know. Then soon we shall all go home.” And she held up the jacket and looked at the pattern by the light of the kerosene lamp on the floor. She knew that the baby would be a girl and was finishing off the little garment with pink lacy scallops.
She finished the last scallop the following night in the Clinic but gave birth to a long, rangy, red-headed, eight-pound boy. She was delighted with him (Edward) and passed the jacket to the wet-nurse’s silky brown baby, who never wore it, and the next day puerperal fever began its cruel course and three days later Mrs. Feathers died.
Ten days after that, the Welsh missionary Auntie May was plodding firmly on board the river steamer which might be the last to run before the onset of the monsoon, one big hand on the rail of the gangplank, the other arm tight round the swaddled child. Behind came the weeping and now indispensable wet-nurse with her baby. She had wept for two days. Auntie May never wept.
She had, however, felt a great plunge of spirits as the river boat rounded the bend of the river before the District Officer’s landing, for there was nobody there except for the same young girl sitting at the ladder’s top with her arms tight round her knees. The boat lay in the water, silent, waiting for people to appear. Nobody. Auntie May knew that though there was neither telephone nor mail direct to the District Officer’s quarters, and their attempt to send a cable had failed, the news of his wife’s death would certainly have seeped through to Alistair Feathers. She had half expected him to turn up at the Port to bring his son home himself. News flies fast through the jungle. Attendance at his wife’s funeral would of course have been impossible, for the body had to be buried immediately, then, in Kotakinakulu province.
“Not here,” Auntie May allowed herself to say.
The wet-nurse was not surprised, however. Mr. Feathers had not come down to the landing stage to see his wife leave. Their goodbye—for them, a very affectionate goodbye—a kiss