Paladin of Souls - Lois McMaster Bujold [187]
He smiled down at her. “It would reflect exceedingly oddly upon the honor of Porifors to send the dowager royina of all Chalion-Ibra into captivity without even one attendant.”
“That’s what I said,” grumbled Liss.
“The command of the fortress has fallen to you,” Ista protested. “Surely you cannot leave it now.”
“Porifors is a shambles. There is little in here left to defend, and not enough men left standing to defend it with, though I would prefer to conceal that fact from Sordso for a while yet. The parley for your transfer this morning has bought us hours of precious delay, which we could not have purchased with blood. So if this is to be Porifors’s last sortie, I claim it by right. By the unfortunate logic of the situation, in my last bad idea, I could not ride along to correct my strategy in midleap. But such logic does not prevail here.”
“Your riding would not have changed the outcome.”
“I know.”
Disconcerted, she studied him. “Do you, in some fey mood, seek to outdo your brother?”
“I never could before; I see no need to try now. No.” He took her hand and made little soothing circles on her palm with his thumb. “In my youth, I was apprenticed to my god’s order, but I missed the whisper of my calling. I will not miss that calling twice. Well, I scarcely see how I can, when it smacks me on the side of the head and bellows, Attend! in a voice to bring down the rafters. I spent the years of my manhood aimlessly, though well enough in my brother’s service, for the lack of a better direction. I have a better direction now.”
“For an hour, perhaps.”
“An hour will suffice. If it is the right hour.”
Arhys’s forlorn page padded into the stone court, and cried from the foot of the stairs, “Royina? They are come for you now at the postern gate.”
“I come,” she called down gently to him. She hesitated, frowning at Illvin. “Will the Jokonans even let you go along with me?”
“They will be glad enough to have another prisoner of rank, at no further cost to themselves. It is also the perfect disguise by which I might scout their camp and number their forces.”
“How much scouting do you think you can do as a prisoner?” She squinted at him. “What are you disguised as?”
His lips twitched. “A coward, dear Ista. As they believe we betray you in terror to save our property, so they will think I have attached myself to you to save my skin.”
“I don’t think they are going to think any such thing.”
“So much the better for my poor reputation, then.”
She blinked, beginning to feel light-headed. “If I fail, they will make demon food of you. A very banquet for some Jokonan officer-sorcerer. Maybe Sordso himself.”
“Ah, but if you succeed, Royina! Have you given thought to what you will do after?”
She looked away uncomfortably from that dark, intent gaze. “After is not my task.”
“Just as I thought,” he said in a tone of triumph. “And you accuse me of being fey! I rest my argument. Shall we go?”
She found her hand disposed upon his arm while she was still trying to decide if she was convinced or just confused. He handed her down the stairs as though they advanced together in some procession, a wedding or a coronation or a feast day, or onto a dance floor in a roya’s palace.
The illusion ended soon enough as they picked their way across the charnel wreckage of the star court—two more horses lay dead and swelling there this morning—through the shadow of the archway, and into the disorder of the entry court. A dozen men clustered on the walls in view of whatever Jokonan embassy waited without, very nearly the whole of the garrison who could stand.
Two short, round towers bulged outward on either end of the front wall of the forecourt, allowing a covering cross fire upon the outer gate. A few more soldiers, and a broad, familiar figure in unfamiliar clothes, waited by the leftward tower that harbored the postern door. Ista and Illvin, trailed by Goram and Liss, came to a halt there.
“Learned.” Ista favored dy Cabon with a nod. He had shed his order’s distinctive robes, not that his filthy whites hadn’t been ripe enough to burn