Pale Fire - Vladimir Nabokov [99]
Gradus returned to the Main Desk.
“Too bad,” said the girl, “I just saw him leave.”
“Bozhe moy, Bozhe moy,” muttered Gradus, who sometimes at moments of stress used Russian ejaculations.
“You’ll find him in the directory,” she said pushing it towards him, and dismissing the sick man’s existence to attend to the wants of Mr. Gerald Emerald who was taking out a fat bestseller in a cellophane jacket.
Moaning and shifting from one foot to the other, Gradus started leafing through the college directory but when he found the address, he was faced with the problem of getting there.
“Dulwich Road,” he cried to the girl. “Near? Far? Very far, probably?”
“Are you by any chance Professor Pnin’s new assistant?” asked Emerald.
“No,” said the girl. “This man is looking for Dr. Kinbote, I think. You are looking for Dr. Kinbote, aren’t you?”
“Yes, and I can’t any more,” said Gradus.
“I thought so,” said the girl. “Doesn’t he live somewhere near Mr. Shade, Gerry?”
“Oh, definitely,” said Gerry, and turned to the killer: “I can drive you there if you like. It is on my way.”
Did they talk in the car, these two characters, the man in green and the man in brown? Who can say? They did not. After all, the drive took only a few minutes (it took me, at the wheel of my powerful Kramler, four and a half).
“I think I’ll drop you here,” said Mr. Emerald. “It’s that house up there.”
One finds it hard to decide what Gradus alias Grey wanted more at that minute: discharge his gun or rid himself of the inexhaustible lava in his bowels. As he began hurriedly fumbling at the car door, unfastidious Emerald leaned, close to him, across him, almost merging with him, to help him open it—and then, slamming it shut again, whizzed on to some tryst in the valley. My reader will, I hope, appreciate all the minute particulars I have taken such trouble to present to him after a long talk I had with the killer; he will appreciate them even more if I tell him that, according to the legend spread later by the police, Jack Grey had been given a lift, all the way from Roanoke, or somewhere, by a lonesome trucker! One can only hope that an impartial search will turn up the trilby forgotten in the Library—or in Mr. Emerald’s car.
Line 957: Night Rote
I remember one little poem from Night Rote (meaning “the nocturnal sound of the sea”) that happened to be my first contact with the American poet Shade. A young lecturer on American Literature, a brilliant and charming boy from Boston, showed me that slim and lovely volume in Onhava, in my student days. The following lines opening this poem, which is entitled “Art,” pleased me by their catchy lilt and jarred upon the religious sentiments instilled in me by our very “high” Zemblan church.
From mammoth hunts and Odysseys
And Oriental charms
To the Italian goddesses
With Flemish babes in arms.
Line 962: Help me, Will. Pale Fire.
Paraphrased, this evidently means: Let me look in Shakespeare for something I might use for a title. And the find is “pale fire.” But in which of the Bard’s works did our poet cull it? My readers must make their own research. All I have with me is a tiny vest pocket edition of Timon of Athens—in Zemblan! It certainly contains nothing that could be regarded as an equivalent of “pale fire” (if it had, my luck would have been a statistical monster).
English was not taught in Zembla before Mr. Campbell’s time. Conmal mastered it all by himself (mainly by learning a lexicon by heart) as a young man, around 1880, when not the verbal inferno but a quiet military career seemed to open before him, and his first work (the translation of Shakespeare’s Sonnets) was the outcome of a bet with a fellow officer. He exchanged his frogged uniform for a scholar’s dressing gown and tackled