Pet Sematary - Stephen King [113]
the beer. Church came oiling slowly and rustily out of the pantry at the sound of the refrigerator door and stared inquiringly up at Louis. The cat did not come too close; Louis had perhaps kicked it too many times.
Nothing for you, he told the cat. You had your can of Calo today. If you want something else, go kill a bird.
Church stood there, looking up at him. Louis drank off half the can of beer and felt it go to his head almost at once.
You dont even eat them, do you? he asked. Just killing them is enough for you.
Church strolled into the living room, apparently deciding there was going to be no food, and after a moment Louis followed it.
He thought again randomly, Hey-ho, lets go.
Louis sat down in his chair and looked at Church again. The cat was reclining on the rug by the TV stand, watching Louis carefully, probably ready to run if Louis should suddenly become aggressive and decide to put his kicking-foot in gear.
Instead Louis raised his beer. To Gage, he said. To my son, who might have been an artist or an Olympic swimmer or the motherfucking President of the United States. What do you say, asshole?
Church regarded him with those dull, strange eyes.
Louis drank off the rest of his beer in big gulps that hurt his tender throat, arose, went to the fridge, and got a second one.
By the time Louis had finished three beers, he felt that he had some sort of equilibrium for the first time that day. By the time he had gotten through the first six-pack, he felt that sleep might actually be possible in another hour or so. He came back from the fridge with his eighth or ninth (he had really lost count by then and was walking on a slant), and his eyes fell on Church; the cat was dozing-or pretending to-on the rug now. The thought came so naturally that it surely must have been there all along, simply waiting its time to come forward from the back of his mind:
When are you going to do it? When are you going to bury Gage in the annex to the Pet Sematary?
And on the heels of that:
Lazarus, come forth.
Ellies sleepy, dazed voice:
The teacher said if hed just said Come forth, probably everybody in that graveyard would have come out.
A chill of such elemental force struck him that Louis clutched
himself as the shudder twisted through his body. He suddenly found himself remembering Ellies first day of school, how Gage had gone to sleep on his lap while he and Rachel were listening to Ellie prattle on about Old MacDonald and Mrs. Berryman; he had said Just let me put the baby to bed, and when he took Gage upstairs a horrible premonition had struck him, and now he understood: Back in September part of him had known Gage was going to die soon. Part of him had known that Oz the Gweat and Tewwible was at hand. It was nonsense, it was rot, it was superstitious bullshit of the purest ray serene and it was true. He had known. Louis spilled some of his beer on his shirt, and Church looked up wearily to see if this was a signal that the evening's cat-kicking festivities were about to commence.
Louis suddenly remembered the question he had asked Jud; he remembered the way Juds arm had jerked, knocking two empty beer bottles off the table. One of them had shattered. You dont even want to talk about such things, Louis!
But he did want to talk about them-or at least think about them. The Pet Sematary. What was beyond the Pet Sematary. The idea had a deadly attraction. It made a balance of logic which was impossible to deny. Church had been killed in the road; Gage had been killed in the road. Here was Church- changed of course, distasteful in some ways-but here. Ellie, Gage, and Rachel all had a working relationship with him. He killed birds, true, and had turned a few mice inside out, but killing small animals was a cat thing to do. Church had by no means turned into Frankencat. He was, in many ways, as good as ever.
Youre rationalizing, a voice whispered. Hes not as good as ever. Hes spooky. The crow, Louis remember the crow?
Good God, Louis said aloud in a shaky, distracted voice he was barely able to recognize as his own.