Quest for the Well of Souls - Jack L. Chalker [79]
They were silent for a while, each locked in her own thoughts.
Mavra felt a little groggy, drained. At first she thought it fatigue, but the condition persisted, a numbness increasing like a lead weight on her brain. She shook her head to clear it, but the movement didn't help. She felt herself drifting off.
She was a little girl, running across green fields toward a large farmhouse. An elderly man and woman stood on the porch, looking kindly and smiling as she ran to them.
"Gramma! Grampa!" she squealed in delight. Her grandfather picked her up and hugged and kissed her, laughing. Her grandmother was still a remarkably good-looking woman, and she seemed to have an infectious spark of life inside her. She tenderly brushed back the little girl's long hair and kissed her.
And they sat on the porch and played and talked, and Grampa told tall tales of a magical world where everybody was a different kind of creature and you could have wondrous adventures. He was a marvelous storyteller, and she was enthralled. But though only four or five, she sensed that something was wrong, something was different about this visit.
It wasn't anything they said or did, it was something else, something in the grim way they talked to her parents and older brothers and sisters, some seriousness they tried valiantly to hide from her but could not.
And she'd cried and wailed when they left; for some reason she was certain that they were leaving for good this time, that they would never come back.
And they didn't. There was furious activity in the house, people coming and going, all kinds of serious people who spoke in whispers and pretended nothing was wrong whenever she approached.
She started playing games to eavesdrop on them. Once she hid behind a couch while her mother was arguing with two big men.
"No! We won't desert this farm and this world!" her mother yelled angrily. "We'll fight! We'll fight as long as there is breath in us!"
"As you wish, Vahura," one of the big men replied, "but you may regret it when it's too late. That bastard Courile is in charge now, you know. He'll seal this world off in a minute when he's ready. Think of the children!"
Her mother sighed. "Yes, you're right about that, I suppose. I'll try and make some arrangement."
"Time's short," the other man warned. "Already it might be too late."
And it had been too late. Some of the political opponents had been allowed out, but not her parents, for they were the leaders of the opposition to the party takeover. Not them. Their children would be the example of the new conformist society, and they would be forced to watch. An example to the nation, to the world.
And, one night shortly after, the funny man had come. A small, skinny man who sneaked in a back window, her window. She'd started to scream, but he was such a funny little man and he had such a nice smile. He held a finger to his lips and winked at her, and went out her door.
Soon there was muffled conversation, and then her father came back with the funny little man.
"Mavra, you have to go with our friend here, now," he whispered to her. She was confused, hesitant, but there was something in the little man that made her trust and like him, and Daddy had said it was okay.
And the little man smiled at her, then turned to her much taller father, smile gone. "You were fools to stay," he whispered. "The Com is absolute once it wins."
Her father swallowed hard and seemed to be fighting back tears. "You will take good care of her, won't you?"
The smile was back. "I'm no father figure, but when she needs me, I'll be there," he assured the other.
They sneaked out the back, running from bush to bush, a game she was too sleepy to follow.
"Awake! To arms! Here they come!" A loud electric shout shot through her. Only vaguely did she identify it as the voice of the Torshind.
Woozily she managed to look up. Ben Yulin moved swiftly, grabbing