Reivers, The - William Faulkner [71]
It leapt, sprang into full run: the motion (not our speed nor even our progress: just the horse's motion) seemed terrific: graceless of course, but still terrific. Because it was simple reflex from fright, and fright does not become horses. They are built wrong for it, being merely mass and symmetry, while fright demands fluidity and grace and bi-zarreness and the capacity to enchant and enthrall and even appall and aghast, like an impala or a giraffe or a snake; even as the fright faded I could feel, sense the motion become simply obedience, no more than an obedient hand gallop, on around the back turn and stretch and into what would be the home stretch, when I did as Ned ordered: one stride before the point at which he had turned to Ned before, I reached back and hit him as hard as I could with the flat of my sound hand; and again the leap, the spring, but only into willingness, obedience, alarm: not anger nor even eagerness. "That'll do," Ned said. "Bring him in." We came up and stopped. He was sweating a little, but that was all. "How do he feel?" Ned said.
I tried to tell him. "The front half of him dont want to run."
"He reached out all right when I touched him," Ned said.
I tried again. "I dont mean his front end. His legs feel all right. His head just dont want to go anywhere." - "U-huh," Ned said. He said to Uncle Parsham: "You seen one of them races. What happened?"
"I saw both of them," Uncle Parsham said. "Nothing happened. He was running good until all of a sudden he must have looked up and seen there wasn't nothing in front of him but empty track."
"U-huh," Ned said. "Jump down." I got down. He stripped off the saddle. "Hand me your foot."
"How do you know that horse has been ridden bareback before?" Uncle Parsham said.
"I dont," Ned said. "We gonter find out."
"This boy aint got but one hand," Uncle Parsham said. "Here, Lycurgus------"
But Ned already had my foot. "This boy learnt holding on riding Zack Edmonds's colts back in Missippi. I watched him at least one time when I didn't know what he was holding on with lessen it was his teeth." He threw me up. The horse did nothing: it squatted, flinched a moment, trembling a little; that was all. "U-huh," Ned said. "Let's go eat your breakfast. Whistle-britches will be here to work him this evening, then maybe Lightning will start having some fun outen this too."
Lycurgus's mother, Uncle Parsham's daughter, was cooking dinner now; the kitchen smelled of the boiling vegetables. But she had kept my breakfast warm—fried sidemeat, grits, hot biscuits and buttermilk or sweet milk or coffee; she untied my riding-glove from my hand so I could eat, a little surprised that I had never tasted coffee since Lycurgus had been having it on Sunday morning since he was two years old. And I thought I was just hungry until I went to sleep right there in the plate until Lycurgus