Rewired_ The Post-Cyberpunk Anthology - James Patrick Kelly [91]
“I have no idea what you’re talking about,” said Anne.
He seemed to deflate. He patted her hand and looked around the room. “What is this place?”
“It’s our home, your townhouse. Don’t you recognize it?”
“That was quite awhile ago. I must have sold it after you—” he paused. “Tell me, have the Bens briefed you on everything?”
“Not the Bens, but yes, I know.”
“Good, good.”
“There is one thing I’d like to know. Where’s Bobby?”
“Ah, Bobby, our little headache. Dead now, I’m afraid, or at least that’s the current theory. Sorry.”
Anne paused to see if the news would deepen her melancholy. “How?” she said.
“He signed on one of the first millennial ships — the colony convoy. Half a million people in deep biostasis on their way to Canopus system. They were gone a century, twelve trillion kilometers from Earth, when their data streams suddenly quit. That was a decade ago, and not a peep out of them since.”
“What happened to them?”
“No one knows. Equipment failure is unlikely: there were a dozen independent ships separated by a million klicks. A star going supernova? A well-organized mutiny? It’s all speculation.”
“What was he like?”
“A foolish young man. He never forgave you, you know, and he hated me to my core, not that I blamed him. The whole experience made me swear off children.”
“I don’t remember you ever being fond of children.”
He studied her through red-rimmed eyes. “I guess you’d be the one to know.” He settled back in the sofa. He seemed very tired. “You can’t imagine the jolt I got a little while ago when I looked across all those rows of Bens and spouses and saw this solitary, shockingly white gown of yours.” He sighed. “And this room. It’s a shrine. Did we really live here? Were these our things? That mirror is yours, right? I would never own anything like that. But that blue vase, I remember that one. I threw it into Puget Sound.”
“You did what?”
“With your ashes.”
“Oh.”
“So, tell me,” said Ben, “what were we like? Before you go off to Simopolis and become a different person, tell me about us. I kept my promise. That’s one thing I never forgot.”
“What promise?”
“Never to reset you.”
“Wasn’t much to reset.”
“I guess not.”
They sat quietly for a while. His breathing grew deep and regular, and she thought he was napping. But he stirred and said, “Tell me what we did yesterday, for example.”
“Yesterday we went to see Karl and Nancy about the awning we rented.”
Benjamin yawned. “And who were Karl and Nancy?”
“My great uncle and his new girlfriend.”
“That’s right. I remember, I think. And they helped us prepare for the wedding?”
“Yes, especially Nancy.”
“And how did we get there, to Karl and Nancy’s? Did we walk? Take some means of public conveyance?”
“We had a car.”
“A car! An automobile? There were still cars in those days? How fun. What kind was it? What color?”
“A Nissan Empire. Emerald green.”
“And did we drive it, or did it drive itself?”
“It drove itself, of course.”
Ben closed his eyes and smiled. “I can see it. Go on. What did we do there?”
“We had dinner.”
“What was my favorite dish in those days?”
“Stuffed pork chops.”
He chuckled. “It still is! Isn’t that extraordinary? Some things never change. Of course they’re vat grown now and criminally expensive.”
Ben’s memories, once nudged, began to unfold on their own, and he asked her a thousand questions, and she answered them until she realized he had fallen asleep. But she continued to talk until, glancing down, she noticed he had vanished. She was all alone again. Nevertheless, she continued talking, for days it seemed, to herself. But it didn’t help. She felt as bad as ever, and she realized that she wanted Benjamin, not the old one, but her own Benjamin.
Anne went to the medallion next to the door. “You,” she said, and it opened its bulging eyes to glare at her. “Call Benjamin.”
“He’s occupied.”
“I don’t care. Call him anyway.”
“The other Bens say he’s undergoing a procedure and cannot be disturbed.”
“What kind of procedure?”
“A codon interlarding. They say to be patient; they’ll return him as soon as possible.” The