Riding Rockets - Mike Mullane [163]
Chapter 30
Mission Assignment
With Brandenstein at the helm of the astronaut office, the summer of 1987 passed much more pleasantly. At the Monday meetings there were actual exchanges of ideas. Astronauts, me included, were able to get up and make a presentation without being blasted with criticism. Dan even addressed one of the criteria for crew assignments, a first in my nine years with NASA. “Crews will be picked not only on how they have performed in simulations and on past missions, but also on how well they perform their office duties.” To imagine…someone in a management position at NASA was actually revealing something about the crew selection process. It was enough to make me want to step outside and see if a squadron of pigs was flying over. Actually, what Dan gave us wasn’t much…andcouldn’t be much because Abbey was still God. But he was doing his best to be a real chief.
The days weren’t all sunshine and roses. Along with the rest of the office, I remained in flight assignment limbo. Also, STS-26 was slipping into the summer of 1988, a year away. If and when I ever got another mission, it was moving in lockstep to the right, too.
During this period of recovery fromChallenger, Abbey pressed ahead with a previously scheduled new astronaut class selection. Every astronaut, and probably every other thinking person in NASA, thought it was insane to be selecting another group of astronauts when it was obvious the future shuttle flight rate was going to be a fraction of what it had been. Why bring more superachievers into certain frustration? Astronauts speculated that Abbey wanted more people to expand his empire. Whatever Abbey’s motivations, the selection was made and another group of fifteen astronauts, the class of 1987, walked into NASA that summer.
At an Outpost Tavern welcoming party for this class, I ended up alone with George. I turned from getting a beer and he was approaching me with purpose.Uh-oh, I thought.I sure hope he doesn’t ask me about a document bearing Dr. Terry McGuire’s name. I was still terrified that Abbey had hidden cameras around JSC, or had somehow put a homing device on all of us so he could keep track of where we went and who we talked to. Maybe he had listening devices in every office, including the ones that McGuire used. I regretted ever having seen that astronaut leadership document. Whether I liked it or not, it made me a co-conspirator in any possible plots against him.
From his mumbles I thought I heard “How are you doing, Mike?”
“Fine, George.” My heartrate was atGo for main engine start –speed. That’s what happens when God is speaking to you and you’re hiding a mortal sin.
“Are you going to be around this week?”
Here it comes,I thought. He wanted to see me in his office…with McGuire’s treatise in hand. I was ready to blurt out, “I’m innocent! I didn’t have anything to do with it! McGuire wrote it before I ever spoke to him. The others are evil, not me. Kill them. Mercy, my liege, mercy!” But all I croaked was, “This week? Well, yeah…I’ll be here.” At the moment I was very glad George never made eye contact with his audience. If the conversation continued in the direction I thought it was going, I wouldn’t have to worry about him discovering any lies in my eyes. We were both talking to our shoes.
“That’s good. There are some things we need to discuss.”
Oh, God. I’m screwed.
Abbey continued. “The SRB testing is going well. More flight assignments will have to be made. We’ll need to talk about that.” I almost dropped my beer. The topic of conversation wasn’t McGuire! While I couldn’t be certain (nobody could be certain with Abbey about anything), I sensed he was teasing me about an imminent flight assignment. I looked at him and sure enough there was a coy smile on his face. He was actually relishing